Headcannons I Guess

Sometimes I'm just so mad.

I'm just chilling, doing my thing and than my father just start an argument with me about something stupid and we always disagree and he starts to welling, but I can't well back because that's "disrespectful" and that just makes me so frustrated because I just can't think straight like this and than he would talk for minutes doing this big speech thing and I just know that if I talk back he will talk longer or start welling again so I don't. In the end I just crie. Sometimes it's a silent thing, like a response for the welling or the talks that just make me feel so wrong like I am some tipe of problem in my parents life's. Sometimes is loud. Normally it's like this when it gets to bad and I start screaming or when he hits me for something I say.

In the end he always talk with my mother in the other room, she is never in our arguments, and in the big speech hour she just listen like I do. I never understand the full thing, but I hear that it's about me. Maybe she gets a big speech too.

I don't know, but this makes me want to talk back more, to well and do the things I'm not suppose to do. Maybe that's why I started to be so "rude" to people (I think I am being just true to myself telling them what I think, but mom says that I'm rude and explosive, the second part it's kinda true.)

Don't get the wrong idea, I love my parents, or at least I think so since I don't have to much to compare. It's just that I get so mad at myself for not being capable to deal with this after all this years. This is the only thing in this days that makes me crie and that's so frustrating!

Anyways I just wrote this because I wanted to get it out of my brain so I can do my fucking work and not have to say a word for the rest of the day.

Bye I guess.

marvin hits trina is such an underrated song ?? like

- u n c o u t h - trina calling mendel ‘sweet and warm’ - ‘and he loves me, so…?’ also reinforces the fact that trinas only marrying mendel because he says he loves her - marvin hits trina - marvin literally hits trina holy fucking shit - andrews harmonies during all the marvin yelling parts (ie ‘how could you ever deny what we had?!’) - all the parts where whizzer and trina are singing together showing how theyve both been used by marvin ouch

- do i love him? no.

- ‘i am so dumb’ act 1 marvin finally accepting hes fucked up everything (and then proceeding to fuck up even more by slapping trina like wtf marv) - dumb.dumb. dUMB.

DUMB.

(insert christian borle yelling in the bgd) - THATS JUST THE AUDIO THO IF UR TALKIN THE STAGE PERFORMANCE AS WELL THEN JASONS REACTIONS TO EVERYTHING HAPPENING ??? OH MMYGOD HE NEEDS A HUG ????????? - conclusion its a fucking beautiful jam

This was one of my edits I think It looks pretty good.

Alright! so-

I was just making a day out of watching Sanders Sides animatics and One of them had the song:

Let It Out- TGWDLM (and we stan starkid so-) I thought about the lyrics and how they actually really fit Roman-

I’ve never been happy

*Wouldn’t that be nice?*

Is this the secret?

*Singing and dancing through life?*

Is my integrity worth anything at all?

*But happiness can’t come before its fall*

Am I crazy?

*Maybe I’ve always been*

Become what I’ve hated?

*Or maybe I never did

It’s awful freeing now*

To share the hate I felt

But what will I let in if I

Let it out?

My friends talking about ST:

Friend 1: I Hope that S3 has some LGBT character

Friend 2: Yeah, me too

Friend 1: I just hope that it wont be Billy

Friend 2: Yes! I will be so mad if It's him. Like: Netflix you have a chance to do things right, don't fuck up.

Me(coming from nowhere): Well,if It's him i will be happy because I SAW THAT COMING FROM THE BEGINNING!

Friend 2: what

Friend 1: ...

Friend 1: I suspect too

My Bootleg Masterpost

Hello everyone, since I’m not really collecting bootlegs anymore I’ve decided to post the links to my bootlegs here. if you find that some don’t work, just message me and I’ll try to fix it asap :D

P.S: These are all OBCs unless stated otherwise

[title of show]: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otluzba25jduzkn28

25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otx0tzz1drdwrbtkk

Book of Mormon: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otedrqr1fmweviwuk

Book of Mormon (Ben Platt): https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otbw1ervhyntlundg

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9ots2dzu09ln2lxlxc

Come From Away: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otaujpejdnrfhtzhc

Falsettos: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otn0dlazn0ukxrmuu

Falsettos (2016): https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otdzrvtzvxwhhndve

Falsettos (2016) - Pro Shoot: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otdejxdhmydxp1r2m

Fun Home: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otluyxz1lex2s4uhc

Groundhog Day: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otlutbn0zietjcyku

Hamilton: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otv21wtmjxznmycu0

Hamilton - Rory O'Malley: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otcy1szfmyavr3nwc

Hedwig and the Angry Inch: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otluj5qwjzywxzehm

Hedwig and the Angry Inch - Andrew Rannells: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otc1a3ovzkajjuetq

Miss Saigon - Final Broadway Performance: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otb0rkwhq1ym5kvtg

Natasha, Pierre and the Great Comet of 1812: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otr0xjbktjamy3sgm

Newsies: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otlu5zcelxdw81uzq

Peter and the Starcatcher: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otlultqth6curvvue

Phantom of the Opera - Unknown Cast: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otv1rgnejjcenea00

School of Rock: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otlvbuevriatbymek

Something Rotten!: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0b7qcej7ms9otbl9rmxzlngrushc

It is increasingly obvious that most people have no idea how to indicate an illness is slowly killing someone without making them cough up blood. Doesn’t matter what it is or if it has anything to do with your respiratory system, if you’re dying, you’re coughing up blood.

Eyes 👀

Twitter trend, but I liked it, it's nice to see them together

Is it bad that one of my favorite pieces of art I ever did was not something super great and instead is a really simple portrait of Roman smiling with a flower crown that I use as a phone background?

I've wanted to change my background because using your own art as background is weird, but everytime I look at him I just makes me so happy (?)

Just look at him

It's not the best thing I ever did but it makes me so happy like wtf