A Part Of Suicidal Ideation Or Self Harm No One Talks About Is The Numbness To The Subject That Comes

I am not capable of healing. Every single thing that has hurt me and caused me pain or broken me in some profound way has distorted into this wound that bleeds at the slightest touch

Okay. Come on, then. I love you, get up, we are going to keep going. Repeat this to yourself in a mirror or in a whisper or in the shower or in a shout. I love you, get up, keep going.

I am tired too. It's okay. We will sleep in the car ride over. We will sleep on each other's shoulders. We will sleep upside down and in the laps of new friends and on the bellies of our lovers and in the hands of better tomorrows. We will sleep and we will wake up rested and we will wake up happy and we will wake up home again.

I love you, get up. It's time to write "maybe next time" on our gravesite. It's time to write: it could not kill me, I would not die. It's time to write a love letter to the sun and our one-act play and the history of our keychains. It is time to write a future where despite everything, we are finally warm and safe.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

Get up. Keep going. We are going to be okay.

Now I’m empty. I have nothing to give to anyone. Except for talking about my pain. And since I realize that’s toxic, I’ve simply isolated.

Lindsay C. Gibson, Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents

“Having a soulmate is not always about love. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too.”

— Unknown

“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”

— Unknown

well explain me then, if starving is bad for me why it feels like i became a god

Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?