I've Been Fighting For So Long But I Am Tired I Dont Know How Much Longer I Can Do This For.

i made this for me but heres some tips i came up with and have accumulated through out the day. i will be following this for the next few months

"I just want to be okay for a day. I want to wake up and be happy to be alive. I want to enjoy the company of people around me. I want to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see. I want to breathe the air freely and enjoy life."

— things people with mental illnesses wish they could do

if im not 20lbs down by christmas

i will simply pass away

Just because I smile for you doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking about cutting my wrists open at the same time.

well explain me then, if starving is bad for me why it feels like i became a god