Feels Like My Skeleton Is Trying To Hatch

"I miss you"

Is it okay if I send those randomly btw? If you need me to stop I can, it's just easier to say than "I wish you were here because I feel so so lonely and I just want someone to hold me while I fall apart, or to help me walk through to the kitchen to grab my salt, or to play video games so I can watch and pretend like I know what's happening on the screen, or to tell me that it's okay to cry over nothing" without sounding like that's all you mean to me

Yo 100 post milestone nice

I want that “drive safe,” kind of love, the “let me know if you need anything” kind of love, the “text me when you get there” kind of love, the “this made me think of you” kind of love, the “how was your day” kind of love, the “have fun, be safe” kind of love, the “good luck today” for something I only mentioned in passing kind of love, the “have a good day” kind of love, the “I remember you said you liked this so I got it for you” kind of love, the little ways of saying I love you without saying I love you kind of love. 

TW // eating.. issues.

freaking out cause im having pizza on the beach w/ my partner tmr and i was gonna fast but ive already agreed and i need to be all self-care-y for them :/

guys

if i ever see any of you in public, the code is “i like your shoelaces”

that way we know we’re from tumblr without revealing anything

Feeling hollow & empty but at least my rash is getting bettwr

logically, i know that i'm not lesser for needing aids (e.g. things to chew on so i don't accidentally hurt myself, a walking stick, etc.) but i also have to keep reminding myself that its okay and that i'm not embarrassing my loved ones, and that's okay

self-acceptance, especially when you're chronically ill, is not a linear path

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