In less than 4 months I have to make a decision that will affect the rest of my life.
I didn't even expect to make it to my 18th birthday.
Wtf am i supposed to do now?!
nobody really understands what i’m going trough
They act like they do
But they don’t
They don’t know shit about me.
i’m in this weird phase of my life where i’m not really happy but not sad eighter i’m just living in confusion of what the fuck i actually feel.
Those that don’t believe in ghosts clearly never loved someone </3
You,"he said," are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.
— Emilie Autumn
I need you more then ever </3
Today i came home from my vacation
Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs
But the house was empty
My bed felt empty without you in it
I felt the ghost of you,
Happy to see me back
But it will never be the same again
I miss you alot my little star
Especially on moments like this
We were fast cars on our way to crash