Those that don’t believe in ghosts clearly never loved someone </3
Being back in the room where depression lives, it’s a sharp pain and an overwhelming numbness.
Holding hands to not lose each other in a big crowd >>>>>
Every eyelash that was on my face, every dandelion i blew, every birthday candle, every coin thrown in a fountain, every 11:11, every fallen star, i wished for just a little longer with you.
“If it’s meant to be it will come back” i always believed in that until you came back over and over again and kept hurting me over and over again.
I need you more then ever </3
nobody really understands what i’m going trough
They act like they do
But they don’t
They don’t know shit about me.
The sun began to shine
Yet my days are becoming darker
People meet outside
Yet i’m stuck here with no energy to move
People work on their future
Yet i’m here searching for motivation
A good night rest will help
Yet my thoughts are going
Like a record stuck on repeat
One day i will see the bright side again
But for now
I will get trough the day
And sometimes thats more than enough.