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Fühl deine Angst, seh deine Zweifel,

Deinen Wunsch nach einer Heilung

Geh den Weg mit dir gemeinsam

Sag mir darf ich dich begleiten?

Fühlst meine Angst, siehst meine Zweifel

Meinen Wunsch nach einer Heilung

Gehst du den Weg mit mir gemeinsam?

Dann sind wir nichtmehr alleine

Denn wir haben uns Beide.

Alleine

So fing es an

Und so endet es

Alleine

Ich gebe mich auf.

Anne seni çok özledim 😞

anne ben geldim, üstüm başım

uzak yolların tozlarıyla perişan

çoktan paralandı ördüğün kazak

üzerinde yeşil nakışlar olan

anne ben geldim, yoruldum artık

her yolağzında kendime rastlamaktan

hep acılı, sarhoş ve sarsak

şiirler çırpıştıran bi adam

kurumuş kuyunun suyu, incirin

sütü çoktan çekilmiş

bir zamanlar dünya sandığım bahçeyi

ayrık otları, dikenler bürümüş

kapıdaki çıngırak kararmış nemden

atnalı ve sarmısak duruyor ama

oğlum, mektup yaz diyen

sesin hala kulaklarımda

anne ben geldim, ağdaki balık

bardaktaki su kadar umarsızım

dizlerin duruyor mu başımı koyacak?

anne ben geldim, oğlun, hayırsızın..

ahmet erhan külliyatı

lone lovers

we were, we are we used to be two strangers, two souls wandering through a world of small towns and drunken nights same days and a questioning mind of when there will be a time of passionate lovers, red roses and thirsty kisses and here we are now 9 months later two lovers, two dreamer wandering through the same world fed up from kisses, and drunk of desire we found what we wanted yet loneliness: even lovers can't fill all the empty spaces they carry within themselves 

“I am going to change, I promise” I never knew that changing could mean leaving Maybe not even you knew Maybe no one could

I saw that; I saw you How you kept your promise of changing How you and your mind drifted away every day a little bit more a little bit more away from me away from staying

I changed to stop you from leaving No matter how similar we may be Our words may sound the same But changing never meant leaving to me

Like I never meant home to you

a name

There is a fragile beauty  in the way you are gone There is an absurd pleasure in the way you left There is a broken soul who used to find peace  with you And there is an empty voice which used to sing your name like a song to the stars

It is funny how things change How your name lies strangely on the tip of my tongue  How I absorb every single letter to find the hidden secret to why your name was so familiar once like a soulmate to mine but now fades away with your face and the peace it promised 

But I can’t stop I can’t stop repeating your name every night like a goodnight story  to scare the ghosts inside my chest and your spirit which stayed and still dances under the moonlight I still scream your name in my head until it feels like you again

Alleine in Düsseldorf gewesen. 🙂🥲💗

So sieht’s aus.

Das Leben ist vergänglich deswegen lohnt es sich nicht sich über Menschen oder Situationen aufzuregen die man nicht ändern kann.

Zwischen weitermachen und alles hat keinen Sinn mehr.

Je älter man wird desto mehr will man seine Ruhe.