@na Vent - Blog Posts

3 MONTHS FROM NOW, YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF

"Why do you always feel so guilty after eating?"

Meanwhile my YT reccomendations:

"WHAT I EAT IN A DAY AS A FAT PERSON CRINGE COMPILATION🐷🐷🐷"

"FAT ACCEPTANCE CRINGE 💀"

"BODY POSITIVE ACTIVISTS ARE DYING"

Being chubby/overweight is just so unfair, people bash and disrespect you no matter what you do.

No matter what food you eat (if you eat unhealthy, they hate on you saying how "they could never", but if you eat healthy, they think you're lying and eat much more when no one is around)

No matter if you exercise or not (if you don't, they yell at you to go to the gym, but if you do, they either don't believe you or make fun of you for being a fat person in the gym)

If you have an ED, they don't believe you (because society thinks only skinny people struggle with them) and claim you just eat too much.

If you say you like being fat and feel comfortable in your body, you're automatically promoting morbid obesity to everyone around (or have a sick fetish for fat people)

If you say you dislike being fat and plan to go on a diet, barely anyone believes in you. Most people just make bets on how long your little "diet" will last.

Society does all those shitty stuff to you and then say they do it because they "worry about your health" but you know damn well they're lying (because in cases where a skinny girl literally promotes pro-ana behaviors and starvation, no one bats an eye)

I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)

I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭

TW 3D.

FAT.

BREAKFAST! 😿

-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal

-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)

-Black coffee: 2kcal

TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍

PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.

why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

Me fr

GUYS I NEED HELP!!!

So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.

I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭

Ok guys i was just kiddin

I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.

I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.

I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭

I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.

Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮‍💨

*ೃNo binges July✩‧₊˚

she is so me

manifesting on my journal.

What I ate today:

- Broccoli (140g-49cals)

- Bass (50g-63cals)

- Watermelon (4g-2cals)

- Strawberry (6g-2cals)

- Pineapple (90g-45cals)

Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals

Total of calories eaten: 160cals

PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!

I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.

MEANSPØ.

You choose your destiny.

You choose your d13t.

You choose the person you want to become.

You choose your b0dy.

Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

bodycheck

I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔

my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it

I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️

lightning makes it always look different lol

it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭

BODYCHECKKKKK 😝😝😝😝

I actually love the first pic omg💕

let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝

also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them

Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)

the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕