Ana Buddie - Blog Posts

Morning tea with a little cream

literally had a shitty week full of binging and guilt🎉🎉 i feel like shit but i’m gonna start going to the gym next week with my friend so hopefully that gets me back into the flow 🤞

thinspø🤞❤️

my friend just mentioned something about a freshman 15 and ig it’s a thing when college freshman gain 15 pounds during their first year and i’m terrified 😭

Hiii, i’m new to this whole ed tumblr thing but i’ve recently found out that i can meet people like me on here and i wanna make some friends fr🤞 I’ve been working on loosing weight and i want some people to encourage me to continue. sooo if anyone wants to become mutuals hmu 😁

I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)

I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭

TW 3D.

FAT.

BREAKFAST! 😿

-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal

-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)

-Black coffee: 2kcal

TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍

PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.

What I ate today:

- Broccoli (140g-49cals)

- Bass (50g-63cals)

- Watermelon (4g-2cals)

- Strawberry (6g-2cals)

- Pineapple (90g-45cals)

Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals

Total of calories eaten: 160cals

PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!

My best friend is the moon. She always listens to me when i need it. I love smoking c1garettes white talking to her. She is the only one who understands me. Love you moon xoxo.

@NA HELP!!

Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.

Please comment me sh1t.

I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.

I NEED TIPS!!!

I’m just starting with anå, what vitamins should I take???

Diet Coke and cigs are the only things keeping me alive. ♡

which one is best

god i want to die

my boyfriend is gonna break up with me and i gained five pounds bc of halloween

I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)

I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years

💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕

idk why I'm posting this tbh

I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️

lightning makes it always look different lol

it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕

I would rather be on tmblr and get no likes than on anywhere else and get no likes

Dieting makes me feel like theres nothing to do

Intro

Gigi. ・.

.・.She/her・.・bi.・.・・.・.black.・.

.・.Not new to edtwt but am new to edblr.・.

.・.Cw.108lbs.・.gw 85.・.ugw63.2.・.

Basic dni! Sh, racist, weirdo

. ・.・.・.・.・.・.ℒℴѵℯ*¨*• ♡

(っ˘ڡ˘ς) 

like or repost to be moots!!

LOOKING FOR A F4STING PARTNER (PREFERABLY 72+ HOURS) Pls repost.

Also, every like this gets for the first week, I'll extend my f4st by an hour. Starting with a 24-hour f4st. Please share this around, I want this to be challenging. Thx!! <3 (if I break my f4st, I'm deleting my account for accountability (ToT)👍)

Miso soup and muffins on rainy days>>

Pre/Post B1nge B0dy Check

First Pic: Day before 3 day 19k c4l b1ng3 (ga1n3d 12 lbs, mostly water.)

Last Pic: Today, 12 hours after b1ng3.

Fuck my life. Posting for accountability and to remind my fellow 4n4s that first 'snack/treat' is NEVER worth it. Love yall. 😭🫶

What @bloodycorpz3 said, plus just romantizing your journey as you go through it.

• Take aesthetic photos of your food, workout equipment, even the sunset or skies when you go outside.

• Practice self-care, buy pretty clothes (especially ones slightly too small), drink your fav low cal drinks/teas out of pretty cups, keep your area smelling good. Keep your senses focused on other things than the taste of food.

• Keep your mind busy on cleaning, organizing, tasks, hobbies, etc. I've found whenever im in a depressive dump, actually doing the stuff i didnt want to do gives me more mental and physical energy. The procrastination, dread, and guilt of tasks are always worse than actually doing it.

• Pretend you're in a movie honestly, and your character either has an €D and she does everything right/perfect, or that you already are your b0dy g04ls and live how she would.

As for being sluggish, part of self-care is staying hydrated, taking vitamins/electrolyte supplements. (BTW, make sure your food has a good GL/GI, because 4n0r3x1cs are much more vulnerable to diabetes and sugar crashing.)

If you're still sluggish introduce caffeine if you haven't, but it seems like you've just fallen out of love with 4n4 and need more motivation. Pro 4n4 sites like 📌 and here are good for that. Maybe try a new diet, fasting routine, or something to spice it up again.

I desperately need someone to help me/give me tips on getting back to my honeymoon phase. I want to feel euphoric when 🌟ving again instead of just feeling sluggish and depressed, please and thanks 😭

IM SO FUCKING DUMB

WHy did I tell my psychiatrist I struggled with an €D...now she prescribed me meds that stop me from b1ng1ng and also make me gain weight. I literally asked her for any meds that DONT cause appetite/weight increase. I always snitch on myself. When will i learn? 😭