Jean Aftg - Blog Posts

His european mannerisms and disordered eating habits have enraptured me

nora tweets that make me feel fucking insane: exhibit a

which brings me to this scene:

jean resorting to this type of blunt, nonverbal communication is so similar to andrew too,,

this scene made me so violently ill that I literally threw up and ended up sobbing to my partner for hours. it's so impressively done. Nora was sick for this. I love it so much. I've never seen this articulated so well.

Either i missed the posts talking about this scene or we moved on way too fast from it. Like what the FUCK Nora????? The broken sentences? Jean's desperate thoughts in between lines? Thinking he asked for what he got even though he couldn't say no???? The confession that he wasn't allowed to say no bursting out of Jean without meaning to, because inside of him he knows, he knows he didn't deserve what happened to him. All these years keeping these feelings inside of him and now he can't keep them buried any longer

I really really really need to say that Neil didn't send a hit on Grayson because Jean said he hated him or because Jean got in a fight with him.

Neil sent out that hit because Jean compared Grayson to Drake.

He wouldn't have done it otherwise. He did it because he knows what Drake did to Andrew, and he knew that Jean knows what Drake did to Andrew, and he knew that Jean wouldn't compare anyone to Drake unless he meant it.

He did what he canonically would've done to Drake had Aaron not been faster.

Jean: Uh, I hate this guy

Neil, popping out of nowhere: Do you want me to kill him? I can kill him. Ask me to kill him.

I just want Kevin and Jean to hug. Plz. Just once. Let two cool guys hug. Plz.