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After Sukuna being all soft taking your virginity, all so sweetly, let's just say after you got used to his big cock, he's been cruel.
Right now he has you in the tightest mating press slamming into you in his fluffy king mattress. Slamming into you like a mad man, his red angry tip rubbing on your cervix.
The stretch is immaculate, ever since he took your virginity, the sex has been getting better and better every time.
"Kunnnaaa!" You whine as he absolutely obliterates your insides. Your mushy walls are basically shaped like his vainy cock now. Every nerve in your now puffy pussy is extremely stimulated.
A bunch of thick tears roll down your face as he pulls the vibrator out of the drawer with one of his four hands. He pushes you into a tighter mating press after he puts the vibrator on your swollen clit.
Yeah you're in for a long night.
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A/N: Click the link for it to make a little more sense bc this is a prt 2, this is a drabble after the fic basically (does this make sense? đ)
vampire! Suguru Geto x reader x vampire! Satoru Gojo
Blurb: Vampires are just things of myth. Little do you know that your recent ex Suguru is a tortured vampire himself, who hunts and slays other vampires that seek to do evil acts on humans. You're heartbroken, still reeling from the loss of the love of your life, clueless to the fact that Suguru broke up with you in order to protect you from his own dark urges. Suguru still grieves you immensely. One night, Satoru decides to make a plan to end to Suguru's grieving-- and what better way to do that than to understand the enemy?
Tags: Morality, and selfishness vs selflessness themes. // Vampire! Suguru and Satoru, who are vampire hunters that protect humans from evil ones. // Blooming rivalry between Satoru & reader for Suguruâs attention. // AU characters. Satoru is clingier and more emotional than his canon self. Suguru despises the strong (vampires) for hurting the weak (humans). // New vampire lore ;). // Angst. Suguru battling his inner demons, trying to do good despite his vampire nature and urges. // Reader has multiple targets on her back (Naoya appearance!) // Both Suguru and Satoru fall for reader. // Eventual smut in later chapters. //
Chapter Warnings: College party drinking, Reader slaps Satoru, Mentions of blood and feeding, Reader falls in a ditch (LOL), Suggestiveness, MDNI
Chapter Word Count: ~4.3k (itâs worth it!)
NOTE: even if you you saw the teaser already, or any edit of the teaser, please read this chapter, as Iâve edited it a lot, and added in more juicy dialogue & scenes ;)
Ch. 01 | Living Haunted
The drink is nothing short of young and dumb, the blend of tooth-rottingly sweet flavors hitting your taste buds as you stare holes into Suguruâs back. You can see the sculpture of his muscles and beautiful bones through his tight tee, your exâs sculpted body turned away from you. Heâs speaking to a girl you had heard aboutâ the life of all parties, pretty, smart, and fun. You could see that she might be his type. Green jealousy explodes in your chest, along with a poisonous, deep sense of insecurity. The horrible feelings move through your body. Was he moving on already? Did you really mean so little to him? Would she be the one to make him stay?
You take another swig from the plastic blue cup, hoping the painful twisting motion of your heart would be soon dulled. Coca Cola, sherbet, and yakult alcohol would be your poison of the night, you think, swallowing down the concoction as tears prick your eyes.Â
âAnother one of those people who drinks their troubles away?âÂ
The voice amidst the bass and booming music causes you to turn, your eyes meeting striking blue ones. Snowy hair rests soft and thick on his head, your heart skipping a beat when you see such a beautiful stranger.Â
If you were being honest, you werenât in the mood to talk to somebody elseâ not when your heart was still tied right onto Suguruâs. You love Suguru, you really do. The recent past haunts your every waking moment. And even in your dreams, heâs there, chuckling as you braid his hair, the nonfiction book heâs been reading facedown in his lap as your fingers thread his silky locks; Heâs watching you with a fond smile as you run ahead of him in the campus garden, jumping amongst the flowers; The warmth and sturdiness of his hands against your face as the two of you kissâ his soft, supple lips meeting yours in that familiar dance and tangle. In your dreams heâs still yours. You both made up. In your dreams, things are warm and right.Â
When you wake up in an empty bed, with an aching heart, it just feels cruel. The light slipped away again. You thought you had it. You had your dream come true only to realize it was just thatâ a fleeting dream. Thereâs no respite from the memory of all his adoration, thoughtful gestures, all the times youâd stare mesmerized as he sat focused, his eyebrows pinched as he worked⌠The way he felt when you were wrapped in his embrace, your face buried in his sturdy chestâ that feeling of being cared forâÂ
You missed him bad, with every fiber of your being.Â
Suguru is still all you can think about. Youâre at this damned college party because, even a month after heâd broken up with you, all you wanted was to be close to him, to see him. Itâs pathetic. Knowing heâd be here, knowing youâd be tearing your heart open again, the wound freshly cut back openâ and you still came here. How many times had you stalked his social media despite having been removed from his following?Â
âCat got your tongue?â The beautiful stranger breaks you out of your thoughts, forcing a reply.Â
âNoââ you start to say, raising your voice. Itâs just barely audible over the clamor of the party.Â
âReally?â He butts in, raising an eyebrow. ââCause it seems like thereâs some hard evidence against your statement.â His small smile is as unconventional as it is disarming.Â
âAnd you are?âÂ
âSatoru Gojo, if you havenât heard about me already. I go here, donât you know?â
You roll your eyes, scoffing. âAnd why would I know of you?âÂ
Satoru just tilts his head ever so slightly, his smile unwavering as he replies, âYour head is under a rock, is what I heard you say.â
Confusion flits across your face before your mouth falls open slightly, a feigned look of offense stretched on your features. You feel like ignoring this pesky person. You glance away for a second, in search of Suguruâs backâ the spot heâd been standing in holds a different person, somebody you donât know, somebody youâre not at all interested in. You frown, scanning the crowd.
Satoru waves a hand in front of your face. You look up at him, annoyed.
âWhy are you talking to me?â
âWhat? Need a reason to talk to a pretty girl?âÂ
âThatâs an overused line,â You shout back, the music so loud you can barely hear yourself. Your attention shifts away from the snowy haired man back to the sea of party goers. You desperately search the throng of buzzing chaos. No sign of Suguru. Just dancing, mingling, kissing, drinking, the typical activities going on under the strobe lights. Fuck.
Suguru, where did you go? Please⌠Your heart feels like itâs a rock in your stomach. Please donât tell me youâre fucking her right now in somebodyâs bedroom. Itâs not my businessâ but I canât stand the thought of itâ
Satoru chuckles, and you look back at him, unable to hide your expression of pain. Youâre about to excuse yourself to find a bathroom to cry in, when he speaks again.
âYouâre right. How should I flirt, hm? Wanna coach me? Itâll lift your blues, too,â His smirk wouldâve had you folding had you not ever met Suguru. But you did cross paths with the raven-haired manâ collided and intertwined, more likeâ and now nobody compares to him. Nobody would ever be him.Â
âNot really. Excuse me,â you begin to say, before turning slightly, about to slip awayâ
âSuguru is my best friend,â he says.Â
You freeze, whipping around now to face Satoru.
âHe told me about youâ first time he ever told me about anyone, actually. Suguru said you were somebody he actually loved.â Satoruâs cheeky expression has been wiped off, replaced with one of aloof nonchalance and detachment. Itâs almost eerie, but your focus isnât on that.
Youâre at a loss for words, eyes caught on Satoruâs, hanging onto everything he says like maybe, just maybe, it means that Suguru wants you back.
âHeâs had his fair share of flings and hookups, after all.â Satoru teases, smirking again, bending down to your level.
âI thought I was losing my best friend to a weakling.â His breath is surprisingly chilly against your face. âTurns out you were never the one. Sucks that you couldnât make him stay.â You feel everything shatter. âSucks for you, I mean,â Satoru finishes. He leaves out the part where he gloats about being the one Suguru has always admired, and stuck with.Â
Youâre shocked, mouth hanging open. Youâre hurt. Youâre aching in confusion about what wasnât good enough about you. Youâre angry and betrayedâ all the feelings clash like giant waves crashing against one another inside your heart.Â
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?âÂ
Satoru grins, shrugging. âIt means what it means. But Iâm curious,â he says, leaning closer, his pearly teeth glinting red under the strobe lights, âWhat is it about you that had Suguru caught up on ya?â His lips graze your cheek, his voice in your ear, âI donât get it.â
You slap him before you can realize what youâre doing. Violence is not the answer, but this time, it sure as hell felt like it. Your fingers sting, your panicked thoughts a running train. Did I just? Oh my god! I didnâtâ I fucking didâ
âIâ Iâm sorryââ you stammer quickly, eyes wide in shock at your own actions. Satoru is eerily emotionless, staring down at you with those startling ocean eyes. You shiver despite the heat of the stuffy, overcrowded room.Â
âHm.âÂ
Itâs all he says. You open your mouth to speak again, blinkingâÂ
And heâs gone.Â
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A swig of the liquor causes the liquid to slosh in the green bottle.Â
âThought you liked shy girls, Suguru?â Satoru pokes, a red handprint on his cheek. Heâs kicked back on the couch outside the bathroom, grimacing when the alcohol hits his tongue. Heâs spitting it out back into the bottle immediately.Â
âI do,â Suguru replies calmly, a streak of lovely bare skin showing amidst the shaving cream on his face. He runs the razor back down, taking off more of the fluffy white foam.Â
âYeesh. Canât believe we used to drink this shit,â Satoru sticks his tongue on dramatically, tossing the full glass of alcohol across the room. It lands right in the trash bin with a clang. âThatâs where it belongs,â he huffs.Â
âSo?â Satoru prompts, kicking his feet up. âYou realize she doesnât fit your ideal type, right? Whyâd you get with her for a whole year, then?â
âShe was shy at first,â Suguru says softly, a glint of something like pain in his eyes. He catches Satoruâs gaze on him in the mirror and the glint disappears. Satoru notices, but says nothing, now peeling open a candy from its foil wrapper.Â
âAnd I told you already, Satoru,â Suguru continues, sparing his friend an exasperated glance. âI loveâd her.â A blip. A mistake so quickly covered that if it was anyone but Satoru, theyâd have missed it.
Blue eyes pierce Suguru.Â
âBut it wasnât going to work out. Love isnât meant for us. You and I⌠Weâre not meant to be with humans,â Suguru murmurs, looking at his face in the mirror. It was myth that vampires didnât have reflections. They do. But thereâs something the myths forgot. Some sort of change is written in a vampireâs eyes. There always has been, and always will be, some sort of difference from a personâs antecedent human form, and their new, evolved one, hidden in their eyes after they turn. Suguru touches his eyebags, dark and heavy.Â
Thatâs not what changed. No. His warm, earthy brown eyes had turned purple the night Satoru turned him. He woke up with them, the day after everything changed.Â
Suguruâs tired reflection stares back at him, rich amethyst irises shining like glossy, sharp stars in the mirror. He wishes he didnât recognize them. Now heâs stuck dealing with people commenting on his âcool contacts,â for the rest of eternity. Suguru exhales deeply, softly, his still, dead heart aching.
âBeing undead with a vital thirst for human blood will do that,â Satoru ho-hums, blissfully unaware of the insensitive nature of his obliviousness.Â
Suguru is silent, continuing to shave. He grimaces at the knowing that his vampire instincts made him crave you dangerously, the one he loves, more than anything else. It was cursed, his very existence. He was turned into a walking, sentient, functioning monster. The blade knicks his skin. He curses quietly.
âSo,â Satoru grunts with chocolate melting on his tongue, grateful that at least his cravings and delight in sweets didnât change when they turned, âYou donât trust yourself to be around her without hurting her. But you were doing well for a year. What do you say changed?â
Suguru dabs at the blood dripping down his otherwise unmarked face. It would heal, his skin would be perfectly smooth again in a day, not a trace of his mistake, or scar, would remain. All wounds heal within 24 hours for vampires. Itâs something Suguru was grateful for, considering his job of being a vampire slayer.Â
âMy urges got insatiable. Blood bags werenât enough,â Suguru says curtly. Despite the battle of breaking up with you being long over, Suguruâs mind is a war zone. I couldnât even look at her⌠without⌠needing to taste her blood. His fists clench on the marble sink. It got bad. I almost hurt her.
Satoru stares at his best friend, knowing that in this silence, his mind is a maelstrom. Suguru sees Satoruâs unflinching gaze, but remains quiet. He knows his friend wonât understand.Â
But Satoru presses on anyway, nodding, looking bored.Â
âRight. You canât suppress your urges right now. That happened to me too. The second year is the hardest.â Satoru was the one who turned Suguru, after all, on that unwelcomed, fateful night. âIt helps when you just feed on multiple pretty girls a night and compel them all to forgetâ You couldâve had both, you know. Her and human blood from others. Youâre so mopey now.â Satoruâs callous remark piques Suguruâs irritation, a flame of anger burning in the raven-haired manâs chest.
âI wonât do that and be in a relationship.âÂ
âI saw you feeding on that random chick an hour ago. If you and I didnât always ask for consent before feeding, Iâd never have believed she would be okay with that,â Satoruâs eyes gleam playfully. Suguru doesnât reply, and Satoru deflates.Â
âYouâre still grumpy. You move around like youâre actually dead, Suguru. You torture yourself by still caring about your ex. Sheâs nothing special. I donât get it.âÂ
Ah. The truth comes out. Suguruâs eyebrows knit, his mouth pressed into a firm line as something dark flickers in his eyes.Â
âSatoru, she has a name, and sheâs worth something even if you canât see it. Just shut up.â
âAnd what worth do you see in her?â
Suguru is silent for a moment. How could he convey the light and warmth that you were in his life? Heâd died twice, once literally, once figuratively, and yetâ you brought him back. ââŚSheâs⌠good.â
âAnd?â
Suguruâs temper flares. âYou just donât get it, so will you just leave it?â He snarls, fangs involuntarily popping out. He curses silently in disgust at what he has become.Â
âYouâre such a grouch nowadays,â Satoru huffs, before popping another chocolate into his mouth. He gets up, stretching.Â
âWell. I need to feed again.âÂ
âBe safe about it. And Iâm not referring to your safety,â Suguru says sternly, his whole head turned to look at Satoru now, some white foam still on the manâs face.Â
âYeah, yeah, mom, I got it.â With that, Satoru pulls his black coat over his lean, muscled body, a wolfish grin on his face as he slips out the apartment door. Did he need the black coat? No. Not at all. Vampires donât get cold. Theyâre already icy to the touch. But it helps him blend in, both with humans and the night.Â
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Youâre intoxicated. Itâs two AM and youâre stumbling around campus like a fucking idiot.Â
Well how about that? Satoru spies you from across the quad, your movements sluggish and uncoordinated.Â
He slips through the shadows.Â
You nearly jump when a tall, dark figure appears before you, looming over you.Â
Snowy hair shines in the lamplight, blue eyes flashing like glaciers, staring right at you. You swear they flash red for a second.
âYou again?â You slur your words. You arenât scared. Heâs Suguruâs best friend, which means he by extension must be a good guy. Almost as if he hears your thoughts, Satoru grins. His teeth are brilliant, his canines shining ivory and glistening like expensive accessory jewels.
If Satoru was being honest, this was a chance to understand the enemy. The golden goal would be to get Suguru to forget about you and move on, so his best friend could finally look and be alive again, the two of them happily slaying the vampires that hurt humansâ and this was the first step in his plan.Â
âHey,â he nearly purrs, slinking around you as you take a step forwardâ stumbling a bitâÂ
Cold fingers grip you firmly, holding you upright. Satoru: 1, gravity: 0.Â
âYouâre fucking making me freeze even more!â You retort, snapping at him as you yank your warm arm away from his cool grasp. You were more than tipsy, but you recalled his rudeness from earlier.
He lets you go and you teeter. âJust trying to help. You sure arenât shy, huh?â Satoru remarks.
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â You spit out, the question giving you both Deja vu.
âIt means what it means,â Satoru grins. Deja-fucking-vu. Youâre getting fed up now, huffing and mumbling under your alcohol-tinged breath, an insult that Satoruâs super hearing picks up on. He stifles a laugh. You keep walking.Â
âWait,â Satoru calls out. You donât turn around or slow your snail-like pace. He strides up to you in two quick, lengthy steps. He bends, entering your vision, his teeth sharp and protruding from his close lipped smile. Were they always that long?
âIâm great at reading people. And as much as you want to deny it, your heart is beating faster around me.â He suppresses his urge to poke your ribcage, directly over the beating muscle.Â
âShut up,â you growl.Â
âYou could make me, you know.â
âThere you go again with that cliche flirting,â you snort.Â
âAnd here I am again, asking if youâre offering lessons. Though the better question would be if youâre even qualified to give them,â Satoru grins.
He keeps up with your sluggish pace as you try to make your way back to the dorms.
âWhat do you want from me? Donât you think itâs weird to be flirting with your best friendâs ex?âÂ
You think this will shut him up. That, or heâll have a lame excuse. But for the first time in this second conversation youâre having with him, his answer changes.
âIf Iâm being honest,â he speaks in a rich, velvety, low voice, and you almost feel entranced, your feet stopping, your gaze resting on Satoru. âIâm doing this for him. And about what I want?âÂ
You sway in the chilly night breeze, barely registering anything but the sound of his voice.Â
âI want to know you better,â he purrs. Youâre breathless as he continues, his voice like a siren in your ear, âIf you were sober, would you let me bite you?â
He pulls away, and youâre back to your senses in a second. You feel like slapping him again. You almost do, but your hand misses, causing you to stumble.Â
âToo slow!â He cackles as you tumble onto the ground, your dress flying up.
You look absolutely humiliated, livid, and harmless from the ground, eyes narrowed in deep hatred for this weirdo.Â
âNeed a hand?â Satoru smirks, his tall, silhouetted form outlined in light from the lamp behind him.Â
You push off the cold cement, ignoring him, fuming silently as you continue your drunken walk to the dorms. That typical pang of hunger hits Satoru out of the blue, impelling him to leave.
âI have to go now. See you around,â Satoru says, before disappearing, the need to find a sober person he can get consent from to feed on overpowering him.Â
Suddenly the night is quiet again, save for the occasional rustle of leaves in the wind. You keep walking, not realizing that there are no longer lamps to light the way until youâre surrounded by darkness. You arenât familiar with this part of campus, squinting to see the road sign to your right. You barely make out the words âUnder Constructionâ written in bold black letters, and you shiver as the cool breeze swings through the area. A snapping twig sounds behind you and your eyes widen, fear running through your intoxicated bloodstream.Â
âHello?â You call out. You hate to admit it, but you regret letting Satoru leave. Nobody answers.
You take another step into the darkness, speeding up your pace. Another snap of a twig, and youâre breaking out into a full blown run nowâ blood rushes through your earsâ
Something catches your foot, and you tumble forward, falling down into a ditch, knocking out.
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Satoru sighs contentedly, his eyes crossing as he swallows his last gulp of blood for the night. The woman is staring at the ceiling with a lovestruck look, the pleasure from the toxin in his fangs acting like a drug. He releases his lips from her skin, licking at the two puncture marks on her neck.Â
âFuckâŚâ She mewls, leaning in to kiss Satoru. He lets her kiss him.
âLook at me,â Satoru commands gently, his voice taking on a different tone nowâ and sheâs under his spell in an instant.Â
âForget this entire interaction. Forget that you ever saw me. Forget that I fed on you. Donât question the slight tenderness in your neck tomorrow morning. Associate it with sleeping weirdly,â he murmurs, and sheâs caught on his every word, nodding when he stops talking.Â
âGood.â
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Satoru retraces his steps, walking on the road he last saw you on. His teeth have retracted, going back to a normal length, as they always do after heâs fed. Yeah, he may be selfish, jealous, and dislike youâ but heâs not a villain. Itâs late, you are intoxicated, and he still wants to make sure youâre okay.Â
âSheâs probably fast asleep back at her dorm. Iâm just wasting my time,â he grumbles in the dark. But he just has this funny feeling, like something happened, and now heâs acting like some lovesick fool that worries and checks in on their lover.Â
Blood. Satoru smells it, that familiar, rich, sharp scent that sends a rush of electricity through his body. Because he just fed, his brain doesnât light up as it usually would, and he realizes that somebody is hurtâ and that somebody is probably you.Â
Satoruâs legs are a blur as he races towards the sourceâ
He stands over a dirt edge, a hole in the path made by the ongoing construction. You lay in the ditch looking like a broken doll, effectively knocked out. Thereâs a gash on your arm and knee.Â
âFuck,â Satoru curses, quickly climbing down to get to you. Heâs by your side in a flash, checking your pulse. Itâs normal. He feels the tension in his body drain. Youâre probably just passed out from the combination of alcohol and falling in a ditch. Satoru rolls his eyes, huffing, âIdiot,â as he scoops you up into his arms.Â
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He didnât know what to do. Leave you in the hallway of the coed dorm? Drop you off at the 24/hour care station? He figured he should do the latter, and so he went.Â
He dings the bell at the front desk, shifting to readjust your relaxed body. Ten seconds go by. During that time, Satoru finds himself staring at your face, a few smears of dirt on your skin. You breathe in and out, because you have to. Itâs not like him and Suguru, who breathe to fake their normalness and blend in. They have no need for oxygen. Your lips look so soft. Your chest rising and falling gently, you look totally at peace, and Satoru is mesmerized. He gets lost in the rhythm of your breaths for a momentâ the steady beat of your heart bringing about a peace and longing ache in his own lifeless one. He snaps out of his daze, and rings the bell again, huffing impatiently. Another ten seconds go by, and he starts to spam the bell.Â
âWhere are they?â He grumbles. Satoru slips behind the desk, frowning and pissy, looking into the back room. Nobody is there.Â
âSeriously?âÂ
He canât just leave you here when the door is unlocked and the place is unattended. Satoru curses under his breath again, looking down at your sleeping face, your body curled against his frame in his arms.Â
âGuess Suguru has to confront his demons tonight,â Satoru sighs, not realizing the weight of the statement heâs just uttered.
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Sweet, mouth-watering, the scent of a dreamâ it wafts through the hallway, into his room, and Suguru wakes up with a growling stomach.Â
Human blood. One that smells absolutely ravishing. Suguru sits up, alert and awake, wondering if Satoru brought back somebody to share, somebody who wanted to be fed on and possibly fucked by the two of them. The raven-haired man stands up and tears open his doorâ
Satoru is hunched over a body on the couch. Suguru makes his way over, his fangs protruding, his amethyst eyes glinting with hungerâ
Satoru finishes wiping the blood off your arm, the sight of the red cloth in his hand making Suguru freeze when he realizes Satoru brought back a hurt person.
âSatoruââÂ
Satoru turns, standing up, and Suguru finally catches a glimpse of who is on their couch. If his heart was beating, it would have skipped a beat.Â
Suguruâs eyes are wide, his mouth agape. You?
âHey,â the snowy-haired vampire says. âBefore you get pissedâ!â
Suguru is crossing the living room in a flash, shoving Satoru up against the wall. Suguruâs head is ringing, swirling with hunger, anger, fear, grief, and shame. Something as seemingly small as the sight of you did that to him.Â
âDid you fucking hurt her? I swear to god, if you so much as touched a hair on her headââ Suguru hisses before Satoru shoves his best friend back, scowling.
âListen for a second! She was in a ditch when I found her, okay? By the construction site. I may not like this little pest of a weakling, but I didnât hurt her,â Satoru retorts. Suguru backs off, clenching his fists so hard that it draws red blood of his own. His eyes burn holes into the floorboards.Â
Satoru watches, a beat of silence passing before he speaks up, âHey, Suguru. Just⌠just take a moment to get a hold of yourself. If you have to take a walkâŚâ
What Satoru didnât understand was how absolutely feral Suguru was for you, down to a chemical level. Bringing you around was enough to make Suguruâs head pound with a dizzying need to feast on youâ but bringing you when you were bleeding? Suguru is feeling white hot need pulse throughout his body.
âSheâ sheâs not supposed to be hereââ Suguru manages to say, his voice strained.Â
âWhyââ
âShe canât be by me!â Suguru roars, looking up from the ground to meet Satoruâs shocked gaze. Suguruâs purple eyes are filled with a storm of anger and pain, and Satoru opens his mouth to apologizeâ
But Suguru is gone in a blink, the door to their apartment creaking as yellow light from the hallway spills in, falling on your face, painting you in a soft glow.Â
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â*:.・.・.:*â multiple hcs: halloween costumes! with the jjk boys
summary: the costumes the jjk boys would wear with you during halloween â*:.・.・.:*â
warnings: gn!reader, sfw, mentions of parties and possible drinking, crack asf, fluffâď¸
includes: toge inumaki, yuji itadori, megumi fushiguro, and yuta okkotsu
toge: mordecai and rigby, regular show
- your asses will be in the corner crying laughing over some brainrotted tiktoks and lil pranks you will be pulling the whole night
- you two put chili powder in the punch, yuji consequently decided to chug it, bro turned bright red from coughing so hard (you two were crying laughing with nobara and maki)
- will be saying/texting eachother âshe mordecai on me til i rigbyâ
- will be making far too many regular show references
yuji: jake and finn, adventure time
- you two EMBODY jake and finn energy SO MUCH JFCCC!!!
- yâall will also DOMINATE in flip cup/ rage cage/ pong/ any competitive drinking game
- THE happiest of bestest friends in love fools
- you debated going lady rainicorn/jake BUT decided that jake/finn is ultimately more epic đđđ
yuta: kiki and tombo, kikiâs delivery service
- the most lover boy to ever lover boy!
- you two both adore this movie so much, he was sooo excited to make this costume with you :,)
- yâall are off in your own lil world together, people watching, chatting, enjoying togeâs antics
- long eye contact from across the room!!!!!
- he will constantly be getting drinks and snacks for you the entire night :-)
megumi: coraline and wybie, coraline
- we all know he does NOT gaf ab this party, ONLY there for you!!!! (heâs so down bad)
- you and yuji will drag him up for karaoke
- bro has no rhythm at all
- smiles (secretly) at your attempts to get him to be festive
- he loves to see how happy you are in your couple costume (won the costume contest!)
- end the night up on the roof of the party house together, watching the stars, holding hands, talking
* ŕŠâŠâ§â TEEHEEE that was my lil halloween blurb, lmk if u guys liked :,)
* ŕŠâŠâ§â love you all sm sorry for my hiatus ya girl was busy,,, erm well heh⌠girl bossingđşđ #gradschool #grindset
* ŕŠâŠâ§â i did this in 45 mins its 3 am WHOOPSđ
costume pic creds: ALL off of pinterest, so specific accounts linked, will link if anyone knows @!!!
cover art creds: @vah_arina on twitter <3
border creds: @cafekitsune
itâs the way i posted that twice like a boomer⌠đđ
⌠do yall still frick with me???
ermâŚ. kittens⌠heyyyyyđđđđđđ
so um SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
đ chatđ i MAY HAVE gone missing for literally 2 monthsđ iâve been applying to schools and working full time this summer and i fell tf AWF iâll admit itâŚ..đ¤Śââď¸đ¤Śââď¸đ¤Śââď¸SMH! đŤŚđŤŚ buttttt i yam back now đđđ yipeeeee
i fr missed u ALL smâŚ..(ESP U IYA + my BELOVED mootsđŤľđťđĽ¸đŠââ¤ď¸âđâđŠ)
okay but FR i am back now hehehehe and will be updating the smaus +other posts i planned a while back soon đźđźđźđźđźđźđź
send in some recs if there is anything in particular u wanna see or have any ideas đ⨠silly and joy maxxing so hard rn so happy to be back đđ¤
ermâŚ. kittenâŚ.heyyyyyđđđđđđ
so um SORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRYSORRY
đ chatđ i MAY HAVE gone missing for literally 2 monthsđ iâve been applying to schools and working full time this summer and i fell tf AWF iâll admit itâŚ..đ¤Śââď¸đ¤Śââď¸đ¤Śââď¸SMH! đŤŚđŤŚ buttttt i yam back now đđđ yipeeeee
i fr missed u ALL smâŚ..(ESP U IYA + my BELOVED mootsđŤľđťđĽ¸đŠââ¤ď¸âđâđŠ)
okay but FR i am back now hehehehe and will be updating the smaus +other posts i planned a while back soon đźđźđźđźđźđźđź
send in some recs if there is anything in particular u wanna see or have any ideas đ⨠silly and joy maxxing so hard rn so happy to be back đđ¤
guys where is indi @gumiiiiezzzz i miss u sweet cheeks⌠come backâŚ
guysâŚ. the ideas in my head rnâŚ. for smausâŚ.
WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE A JOBđđđ
gunna grind them all for yall tm for REALđŽâđ¨
oKAY iâm thinking eitherâŚ. you being a new student at jjh or you having the opposite cursed technique style as themâŚ. might try and does a SMAU series involving bothđŤŚđŤđ¤
WAIT ALSO DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO MAKE SMAU GROUP TEXTS i want to start a series and idk how to make the far group texts if u do hit me up iâll sell u my liver or my first born đđđđ thankkkss
i wish i was kidding tho HOW DO U DO THEM jdhdidjdkd im a fucking BOOMER I GUESS
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË clueless! smau
summary: the 1st and 2nd year boys are in love with you- and you... well... you're clueless.
warnings: f!reader, sfw, megumi is slightly emotionally constipated, fluff/crack
includes: yuji itadori, megumi fushiguro, and toge inumaki
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË PHEW đŽâđ¨ i pumped these smaus OUT in like a day (def not while i was at work)đ
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË hope u guys liked :,) as ALWAYS u can always send me suggestions, asks, or recs <3
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË art creds and character rants below line LMAO
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË i am ALWAYS spreading chronically online toge propaganda
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË jk it's alr canon he a TROLL!!!
* ŕŠâŠâ§âËmegumi doing things he canonically dislikes: eating mochi (dislikes sweets) and reading fiction (non-fiction fan) is just so perfect jshdihais
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË ACOTAR REFERENCE ANYONE đđź megumi being an emotionally constipated and reserved biddie is⌠honestly just cannon tbh
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË yuji pfp art: @11101AM on twt; megumi pfp art: @deltanpopo on twt; toge pfp art: jjk anime heh
* ŕŠâŠâ§âË header art link: https://pin.it/4mKbzO9tW
summary: the jjk boys are in love with you and youâre⌠well⌠cluelessâŚ
⌠is out now!!! link here <3
Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË
i am also continuing to push the chronically online inumaki agenda and wonât stop unfortunatelyđ
Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* continue to send in ur requests!!! :O Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË*
i am writing the same 4 characters as last time (also might include the JJK men if requestedđŤŁđŤśđť)
Ë*  ŕŠâŠâ§âË* divider credz: @pink-horizon
hi pookie! i love your writing, it makes me blush and ugly-laugh. do you think you can add ino into your jjk smaus + hcs :â) ?!
HEHEHEHE hi anon đĽ°đ thank u sm got me giggling kicking my feet over here𫦠but literally yes i will include ino :D
i am currently writing another set of the jjk boy smaus, then ill be writing some jjk men smaus where i will include ino!!!! đŤĄđŤĄđŤĄđŤĄ heâs a top tier pookie and WILL be included
iâll be writing hcs sometime this week too hehe lmk if u have any other requests or any specific asks đŤśđťđŤśđť
divider credz* ŕŠâŠâ§âË : @elfbar-baby
GATHER ROUND KITTENS⌠đş itâs POLL TIME đ
i have a few ideas brewin lmk what yall want firstđ
A small drabble I wrote on the short and immediate aftermath of the Hidden Inventory arc. I always wondered what would happen if Gojo decided to kill all of those people. And what would happen to Suguru as a result?
Itâs rather short, I wrote it a few years ago and posted it on Ao3. Iâve fixed it with some edits and improvements. Contains a Suguru who doesnât quite understand his feelings for Satoru- but he has them anyway.
Tags
-angst -unspoken feelings -the idiots are emotionally stunted -suguru wasn't there -suguru pov -trauma -there is no happy ending but it's not a sad one either -our blue still lives -youth, ah youth -denial
Here it is; enjoy :)
All things considered, maybe Suguru wouldâve rather found Satoru dead.
If he really thought about it, maybe it wouldâve made more sense to Suguru if he had bid his final farewell to a corpse. To mourn Satoru at his grave and curse the elders for letting another teenager die. But of course, Satoru could not confine himself to tradition, nor the mere concept of normal.
Non-standard, perhaps, and yet so predictable in his unpredictability.
Satoru had gone and massacred the entire Star Religious Group after Amanai had been killed. Satoru, in all of his power, had decidedly made a mess of the entire affair. Both metaphorically, and literally. Mangled corpses littered across the grounds, the walls of the building left in tact, if not for the cracks caused by the bodies thrown across them, and the gore left in their crevices. Suguru knew that Satoru could be clean with his technique. He could be fast too, eviscerate them all in a splatter, leave nothing but a pool of blood in his wake. Instead, he tortured them. Slowly, and deliberately. And judging by the fact that all of their faces had been left in tact, frozen in looks of horror and fear, Suguru could see the warning Satoru left behind.
This was personal.
Obviously, Suguru didnât believe it. He didnât want to. But also, it made sense, of course Satoru would just go ahead and do that. Despite that assassin telling him that he had managed to kill Satoru, shortly after shooting Amanai dead in front of him, of course Satoru had gone and risen from the dead with a revenge. He bets that man had died too, probably torn to shreds by Satoru himself. What a fool for even considering that Satoru had died- The voice in Suguruâs head grabs himself by the shoulders and repeats the sentence like a curse.
Nobody could kill Gojo Satoru.
âBy law of Jujutsu Society, Special-Grade Curse User Gojo Satoru is now to be executed on-sight, for the murder of over 50 non-sorcerers.â
Suguru scoffs at the mere thought of it.
Nobody could kill Gojo Satoru.
Amongst the chaos of it all, Shoko still finds time to pull out a cigarette and smoke it, sitting on the edge of the engawa. She somehow knows Suguru stands behind her, because she comments on the situation in a way that could only be directed at Suguru.
âLooks like youâre their new golden boy.â
Suguruâs ears begin to ring. He canât find it in him to respond. Shoko fills the silence for both of them.
âIssuing an execution, huh? You and I both know thatâs not possible.â
Shoko takes another drag, then turns to meet Suguruâs numb expression. She tosses her cigarette, stomps on it, and walks past Suguru.
âSay hi to him for me, will ya?â
Amongst all⌠this, amongst all the corpses and curses and suffocating elders, something dies alongside it, and as Suguru truly begins to realise the true weight of the situation, he can only cradle it and watch quietly as life slips from it and fades away.
He and Satoru were doomed from the start, werenât they?
-
Suguru had received the text at 3:32 am. Suguru was still awake, at that point. Not like he ever slept any earlier on a normal night, anyway. Satoru had shut his phone off (as evidenced by the lack of response to calls or messages), but Suguru assumed he turned it back on to send him the message.
Suguru had two options.
One- Rat him out, show it to the elders and maybe settle this all for good, maybe they could all die trying to kill the strongest.
The other, throw on a hoodie and head for the nearest train station.
Suguru carefully turns the knob on Satoruâs dorm, packs an extra set of clothes and heads off, with extra cash in case they find an open convenience store. He takes care not to use any cursed energy on the way to the address Satoru sent him, lest someone decides to track him down.
As footsteps stomp on gravel, Suguru swallows the building bile in his throat, and ignores the growing ache in his heart. It all builds, it swirls and it rings, and Suguru feels drowned in that taste of vomit-rag. He could not throw up a curse, but it damn well felt like he would.
He realises he forgot to bring a hair tie. He couldnât quite care to turn back to get one.
Gravel turns to pavement, and his feet hit the road.
At least, his goodbye would be on his own terms.
-
âYouâre early.â
Suguru glares at Satoru, the lack of bloodstains adorning him unnerving. A constant reminder of the infinite space between them. And for the first time since they had met, Suguru genuinely considers Satoru as somebody untouchable.
âI guess I brought extra clothes for nothing.â
âNah, Iâll still need them. Thanks for showing up.â
ââŚYeah.â
Suguru sighs, tossing Satoru the backpack and sitting down at a table outside of the convenience store. Satoru opts for changing in the washroom inside, leaving Suguru alone with his thoughts. He then decides he doesnât like his thoughts, so he wanders inside and buys two cup ramens for them, extra spicy, just because he can.
He tears the packets and pours them over the solid noodles, making sure each packet ends up empty. He fills them with hot water from the dispenser at front, carefully filling the water to the line. He brings them out to the table, setting their chopsticks on the lids to let the noodles cook.
He looks at the watch in the store- 4:06 am. The worker is playing on a DS behind the counter. Suguru lets himself become absorbed in the tedium, the faint sounds of beeps. Because otherwise he might just punch something.
Satoru eventually walks out of the washroom, new clothes on with the backpack thrown over his shoulder. He smiles at the sight of the ramen, then proceeds to sit down in front of a cup, and as a result, in front of Suguru.
âMind if I keep the bag?â
âYeah, Iâll just use yours back at the dorms.â
âGot it. Are the noodles cooked yet?â
âA few more minutes.â
âAh. Wow, extra spicy?â
âWhy? Canât handle it?â
âOh, shut up.â
Itâs easy, Suguru thinks to himself. Itâs so easy for them to just talk like this. To act like nothingâs wrong. To share a meal and throw jokes at each other. Satoru smiles, and for a moment, there really is nothing wrong in the world. Itâs just them, Satoru and Suguru eating cup noodles at 4am at some convenience store.
Suguru decides to let himself pretend theyâre just two normal teenagers, nothing more, and nothing less.
4:11 am.
âAh, the noodles should be ready now.â
âGreat.â
The two rip apart their chopsticks, and peel off the lids. Suguru liked to keep his on, open just enough to be able to access the whole cup. Satoru straight up peeled his clean off. They begin eating.
Itâs just them, Suguru thinks. Itâs nobody but them.
But itâs never been about just them, has it? It never was.
At least, it shouldnât have been.
âWhyâd you send me a text with your exact location? You know I couldâve come here just to execute you.â
âWell, I trust you.â
Satoru slurps his noodles, and Suguru stares at his.
âAfter all that, Iâm not so sure I can even consider trusting, anymore.â
Satoru is still wearing his shades, but Suguru can feel his piercing gaze. Suguru looks back, and knows without a doubt they lock eyes.
âDid you have a reason?â
âNo, not really.â Satoru answers, in the most casual way in the world.
Suguru clutches his chopsticks in a fist.
âWell? Was it worth it?â
âYou tell me.â Satoru sits up. âHave they changed at all, back there?â
Theyâre panicked out of their minds. Suguru scoffs.
âYou know theyâll hunt you down.â
âAnd you know if they do manage to find me-â
âYeah. The strongest bullshit. Whatever.â
ââŚExactly,â Satoru scoffs.
Suguru slowly eats more of his noodles, letting the spice burn on his tongue and sting his eyes.
âI⌠I want to tell you that we have to protect the weak. You know that as much as I do, no matter how much bullshit you spew about not believing in it.â
Itâs just the spice. The ramen is spicy. Thatâs all.
âIf I had arrived there, any earlier⌠would you still have done it?â
Satoru smiles. âOnly if you told me to.â
Suguru swallows the noodles.
âI feel like a hypocrite.â
âReally.â
âYou killed them⌠but I wouldâve done the same, wouldnât I? No matter how wrong it is⌠I just canât stand thoseâŚâ
The echo of a voice, a man standing above him. Was he unconscious? Was he dying? He felt a foot to his face, arrogance in spades. You were both beaten by a monkey like me who canât even use Jujutsu.
ââŚMonkeys.â
Satoru offers no reply. Suguru lets his hair fall across his face, obscuring whatever look he might have on his face. Although, Suguru doesnât know if heâs hiding from Satoruâs face, or hiding his own expression.
âAfter all theyâve done⌠How could anyone let them live?â
âWell, I didnât.â
Suguru pauses, then laughs. He laughs and he cackles and he laughs. He looks at Satoru and everything becomes right. Satoru isnât laughing though, but the humour is shared when he smiles back. Suguru must be going hysterical. Heâs laughing and Satoru isnât. What kind of world have they come to?
âI hate you.â
âYou love me,â Satoru retorts.
âShut the fuck up.â
For a moment, Suguru dares to feel the swirling in his chest. To dip his toes in and test the temperature. Itâs surprisingly warm, almost unsettlingly so.
Heâll leave it be, for now. Itâs something he doesnât have the time to unpack. There are many, many more things that he should be worried about right now.
âYâknow, SuguruâŚâ
âHm?â
ââŚâ
âSatoru?â
âNothing, I just- I want you to know that⌠weâre still the same, yeah? I mean, you can come and hunt me down and try to kill me all you want or whatever, but to me, weâll still be the same. Always. Youâll still be my⌠one and only, yâknow?â
Suguru chuckles. âOne and only? Cheesy shit, dude.â
âIâm being serious. Youâre-â
âI know, Iâm joking. Weâre- weâre fine. Yeah. Weâre fine.â
âGood⌠good.â
âYeah.â
They finish up the last of their ramen, and itâs 5:24 am. The sun hasnât risen yet, but the summer days last long, and the beginnings of dusk paint the sky in a dark blue.
Satoru stands up first, throwing the backpack over his shoulder, and tossing Suguru his phone.
âKeep it.â
âI get that you canât keep it on you because of, well, tracking, but do I have to keep it?â
âYeah. Iâve taken the sim out, so donât worry. But thereâs like, a whole album of videos and shit. Look at them if youâre bored, or whatever. I know thereâs some pretty good music on there too.â
âYou wonât miss it?â
âNah. Iâll get a new phone. Besides, not like this is the last time weâll ever see each other.â
Suguru shoots out of his seat.
âWait, what are you planning to do anyway?â
âWell, itâs not like Iâm being hunted by the police, and the government can deploy all the SWAT they want and they know itâs not enough to kill me. Let them sort it out. By the end, all Iâll get is a bounty placed on my head, and a legacy as the Jujutsu worldâs boogeyman.â Satoru waves his arms around dramatically as he begins cleaning up his mess of a ramen cup.
âYouâre not explaining anything.â
Satoru crumples the ramen cup in his hands. Thereâs a pause, and then, thereâs Satoruâs angry voice. Except, itâs a different type of anger. A kind that Suguru hasnât heard in his voice before. âI donât, fucking, know, Suguru. I donât fucking know. But that doesnât mean Iâm gonna say fuck all and hand myself in. Iâll figure it out, eventually. And youâre gonna be told to go and find me, and youâre gonna be told to kill me. And every single time, youâre gonna fail, and weâll keep meeting anyway.â
Suguru lets out an exasperated sigh. So much for preparing to bid farewell.
âDonât go too far, yeah?â
âDonât worry. I donât think I can anyway.â
They throw out their ramen cups, and begin walking to the train station. Itâs a silent walk, and Suguru absorbs every step they take, every moment they spend. The grey of the pavement, the dark blue of the night sky shifting into something purple. The sun is rising. Satoru walks next to him, the sound of his feet hitting the ground as a small reassurance that heâs still there- that his barrier wasnât up. And Suguru realizes, Satoru is pretending too. That theyâre two, normal people. On a very normal walk, on a very normal morning.
So Suguru takes it in- this normalcy. And he clings to it, tighter than he ever has before. And as they pass through the entrance gates of the train station, Satoru stops walking. Heâs headed in a different direction, opposite to where Suguru needs to go.
This is it.
âSo. See you later, then?â
Satoru grins. That stupid, shit-eating grin that Suguru hates.
No, he loathes it.
Suguru grins back. âYeah. See you. Oh, and Shoko says hi.â
âTell her I said hi back.â
âYup⌠Satoru?â
âYeah?â
Suguru doesnât quite know what to do. He hasnât said many goodbyes, and with the ones he has, he hugged them and promised not to die. He doesnât exactly miss his parents though, not like he knows he will with Satoru.
Heâs gonna fucking miss Satoru. Like a damn lot. A fucking ton.
Itâs not like heâll ever admit that though.
âNothing. Youâre just stupid.â
âYouâre so mean to me, Suguru.â
âYou deserve it.â
The silence rings between them one last time, and Suguru drinks it all in. The white of Satoruâs soft hair, the pale glow of his skin, the line of his jaw and the shapes of his build, the faint blue that peeks through his shades. He drinks in Satoru, in perhaps, the last glance he will take at him as just two, normal teenagers.
And Satoru stands there, as if waiting. And Suguru realizes, Satoru wonât go unless Suguru lets him.
Suguru swallows the vomit-rag taste in his throat.
âUntil next time, then.â
âMhm!â
They donât hug. They donât shake hands. Not even a high-five. Satoru just nods, smiles that stupid smile of his, and turns on his heel. As he walks away, Suguru no longer hears his footsteps. So Suguru does the same. Turns on his heel, and walks away. Miraculously, his train arrives at the platform the moment he looks at it. He boards it, and doesnât look back.
Who knows what he wouldâve done if he ever decided to look back.
-
6:02 am is when Suguru steps foot back into Jujutsu High. He knows nobody is awake with the lack of response as he steps through the barrier, and heads back to the dorms. And for the first time, in all of 48 hours, Suguru feels the heart-crushing weight of absence.
Satoru was no longer someone by his side.
This sinks in, as he walks into the dorms and there is no obnoxious chatter following him. Yet despite this, Satoru overwhelms his life like vines overgrown on a home old enough to have leaks.
He steps back into his own room, and Satoru lives in the place. The scratch on the wall from that time they had gotten into a fight while playing Super Mario Bros. The way the curtains were always closed because Satoruâs eyes were sensitive to too much light. A pack of hair ties Satoru bought for Suguru as an apology for said Mario Bros fight.
One of Satoruâs hoodies strewn across Suguruâs chair. A pile of manga the two of them traded so often, Suguru was sure neither of them remembered who bought what anymore. Stacks of video games, misplaced socks and clothes, manga and notebooks and pens and pencils, posters and cdâs.
So many bits and pieces of his life had only existed as a result of Satoru. And Satoru just wasnât there anymore.
They say that you donât realise what you have until itâs gone. Suguru learns that this rings true the hard way.
Satoru mightâve been alive, but not in the way Suguru knew him to be. Reachable by text. A knock next door. A tap on the shoulder. A kick to the shin.
Satoru would now always be farther and farther and unreachable than ever, and Suguru can only find it in him to laugh.
An arrogant, obnoxious, self-absorbed prick. Beyond his capacity for greatness, there was nothing more to him than that. Just another person to walk through Suguruâs life- thatâs all heâll ever be.
Suguru turns down the hall, swings Satoruâs dorm room open, kicks the door shut and collapses onto his bed.
Suguru feels an object press into his thigh from his pocket. Nah. Iâll get a new phone. Besides, not like this is the last time weâll ever see each other.
He takes Satoruâs phone out of his pocket, and tosses it onto Satoruâs messy drawer.
Heâs tired, Suguru decides. For a moment, just a moment, heâll pretend nothing has changed.
Weâll still be the same, yeah?
(He hopes they will. God, he hopes they will.)
Youâll still be my⌠one and only, yâknow?
(That hurt. Why did that hurt? Why did it make his heart pound and his head spin? Whyâd that make him want to throw up and punch the living shit out of Satoru? One and only? Seriously? Did he really have nobody else? Was he the only person Satoru even considered? And why does the implications of that make him want to damn it all and find Satoru himself? Join him on whatever stupid escapade he was on? Betray all of Jujutsu Society and everything he stood for while he was at it?)
Suguru shuts his eyes.
(Things would be easier if they had just forgetten about each other.)
I donât. Fucking. Know, Suguru.
He takes a deep breath.
(He hates Satoru.)
You love me.
The world stills. Suguru falls asleep. And he dreams of a world where Satoru never left, where he never killed those people, where he stayed alongside him, where things never change. And for some reason, Suguru doesnât find comfort in that dream. Because somewhere along the way, it all goes wrong, and Suguru ends up dead in an alley.
When Suguru wakes up, he doesnât remember much of the dream. But he continues on with the small notion of the possibility, that it could be worse. It could all be much, much worse.
And heâll see Satoru again, someday, somewhere, even if as enemies, Suguru knows.
That at some point, there was just the two of them. And it would always be the two of them, even if the world demands otherwise.
Youâll still be⌠my one and only, yâknow?
i would sacrifice my first child to have a satosugu hades and persephone au
synopsis: you manage a talented camboy, but your company wants you to do anything in order to make sure his stream is a success. Ugh, why is he so flirty all of the time? It's really starting to get to you.
wc: 4.6k
warnings: NSFW, MDNI, masturbating (live), strip tease, fake identity, blow job, cumming, hair pulling, facial, livestreaming blow job, slight choking
a/n: this is just something to get out there for my bbg Satoru while I work on some other things hehehe. I'm sorry if it's not the best I have a busy night and wanted to post something!
Things were going terrific at your job, in fact managing had never been easier. You tap the end of your pen against the hardwood table, watching the screen in front of you intensely. Pale fingers twist around the belt youâd picked for tonightâs show, pulling the dark leather free from the loops. Electric eyes glance into the camera and your incessant tapping halts. One shaky breath later and the figure on screen stands from his chair, undoing the button of his breaches. They fall off his hips, revealing a tight pair of black boxers. His sweater is thrown to the side next, your eyes following the lines of his muscles. The flushed pink of his nipple particularly catches your attention. A distracted hum rumbles through your throat as you lean back in your chair.Â
He slides down into his chair, a black and gold mask covering the majority of his face. What a shame. Your eyes narrow as he glances at the chat, donations streaming in like a group of cats playing with a mouse. A smirk plays with the corners of your mouth as the air changes almost instantly. âLike what you see? Wachinâ me through that screen?â His eyes are trained on the camera. The tip of your pen rests against your bottom lip as you observe. Money floods in while many excited wealthy heirs comment on what he should do next.Â
Tonight was just a strip tease, to get people excited for next weekâs show. He clicks his tongue, scanning the comments with the ego of a beautiful person getting attention. It was well deserved, he had a knack for this whole selling himself thing. Luckily enough, youâd secured your position in managing his shows.Â
You glance at your watch, raising a brow at how much time has already passed. You swipe at a button that signals for him to finish the show. His eyes deviate from the lens slightly, most likely noticing your message. A cocky head tilt and a slight raise of his brows later heâs wishing everyone a good night. Once the camera is off, there are still viewers fluttering around in the comment section with excitement. Well, excitement in more ways than one.Â
The door across the room creaks open just as youâre shutting the laptop in front of you. The man that was just on screen now stands before you, now covered in a fuzzy black robe. He groans as he flops down on the sofa across from where you sat. âGood work tonight.â You mutter, clicking your pen closed. He huffs, letting his eyes slowly take in your figure.Â
The intensity of his gaze makes you shift uncomfortably in your chair. âI didnât do much,â His robe slips open slightly as he shifts into a more comfortable position. âMâlooking forward to next week. Theyâre goinâ to go nuts.â He grins to himself.Â
You nod in agreement, scrolling through some of the comments on your phone. âYou have some big names wanting to see more. Keep up the good work.â You meet your reflection in the black screen of your phone. Your face is stern, almost cold. âWell,â you shove the device into your purse, lifting the corners of your mouth in a pleasant smile. âIâm headed home. See you tomorrow for our meeting, which you totally remembered is at 8?âÂ
His white fluffy hair almost sags as he curls his lips at the mention of an early morning meeting. âYes maâam.â He pinches the bridge of his nose. Your mouth ticks in an amused grin, but before he can look up your face goes back to the usual.Â
âGoodnight Satoru.â You turn on your heel, reaching for the knob of his apartment door. The night air welcomes you with a melody of traffic and scents that make your stomach growl.Â
Mornings were your favorite time to visit cafes. They always seemed to have the best windows that let in the warmth of the sun. Youâd arrived earlier than planned with the objective of planning Satoruâs next show. Yet, here you are, basking away in the sun with your eyes shut. If someone passes by they might think youâre asleep â to be honest you wish you were. âWere you so bored without me that sleep was the only option?â Your eyes flutter open, everything a bit too bright for your liking after being in such a peaceful state.Â
With the intent of shutting the door behind you, thereâs an accidental connection between your eyes. Satoru stands, striding toward his door. He grabs the edge, taking it from your hand. âGoodnight YN, get home safe.â
Satoru stands in front of you, a loose black silken shirt hanging from his frame. Heâd tucked the bottom into his fitted black jeans. Laced through the loops was the same belt as last night. Your throat suddenly feels dry as you motion for him to take a seat. He gracefully obliges, scooting the wooden chair under the table. Youâre about to start some small talk when his knee brushes against yours. The words you were about to say were fleeing from your brain. You clear your throat, hopeful that itâll clear your thoughts as well.Â
His legs were long, that much was obvious from the sheer height of the man, standing at about 6â3 when he wasnât slouching. It was slightly alarming to you as it occurs that youâve seen how muscular his thighs are. Thick and a creamy pink color, untouched by the sun. Your throat bobs as you swallow hard, trying to erase the image of his half-naked body from your mind. Every nerve in your body is attached to the single focal point where your bodies connect. A tingling sensation builds on the back of your neck.Â
Warm, he was so warm â like the sun. He stretches his leg further to your side of the table, trapping your legs between his. The buzzing on your neck seemingly drops lower until it bubbles around your tense thighs. You tilt your head, allowing your lips to roll into your business smile. âWas there too much traffic on your way over here?â You question, hoping that talking about mundane things will slow your heart rate, which was honestly annoying you more than much else that had happened today.Â
Itâs not the first time youâd wanted to be between his legs. Sucking on that perfect cock of his while it blisters your swollen lips. Saliva mixed with pre-cum as he shoves it further down your throat, moaning your name mixed with a melody of explicits. His hands are tangled in your hair, messing the perfect way youâd styled it to appear more professional. Your eyes are rolling back in your head with each choppy thrust into your mouth. You can barely breathe, the only thing keeping you grounded was the tight grip you had on the back of his thighs.Â
âBut that was pretty much itâŚâ Satoru trails off, drawing his brows together slightly. âYou even listeninâ?â He waves a hand in front of your dazed expression, ultimately snapping you out of whatever daytime fantasy that was. Your thighs clench together as a slick heat seeps into your core. Satoru doesnât appear pleased with how youâd practically ignored him. Time to put on your smile again. He clicks his tongue, leaning onto the table. âThink you can get away with that pretty smile of yours?â His voice is low, that intense stare of his lowering to your lips.Â
You grab the cup of coffee youâd ordered earlier, bringing the now cold liquid to your mouth. The smooth caramel taste runs down your throat, a light moan of satisfaction breaking the silence. Satoru watches with kept attention, drawing the line of your lips on the cup. Fuckinâ distracting is what it was. âGet away with what Satoru?â You tilt your head, setting the delicate cup back down. It clinks against the tea plate.Â
He grunts, briskly sitting back in his chair, and crossing his arms over his chest. He takes a deep breath before looking back toward you. âThat smile. Itâs dangerous. You should be more careful with it around me.â His voice is low, teasing. It drives you wild.
Tilting your head, you stare at him with a stern expression. âIâll be sure to put a warning label on it next time, just for you. In fact, Iâll make sure to file a report with HR about my smile being a workplace hazard.â You retort, rolling your eyes at his antics.Â
He cocks a grin, amused by this whole scenario. "Go ahead, file the report. But youâll have to include that you smiled first, so technically, itâs entrapment." Your face drops for a split second before you remember that HR doesnât exist and you just got nervous about a hypothetical harassment report.Â
You take a calm, detached sip from your drink. "Donât worry, Iâll make sure to include all the evidence. Your overconfidence will be Exhibit A. Now, can we please continue our meeting?â
Satoru is silent for a beat before a cheesy grin lines his pink lips. "Oh, of course. Iâm nothing if not a professional businessman. Letâs talk about what you really want to, my cock." Thereâs a slight glimmer in his eyes that irks you to no end, but he wasnât necessarily wrong.Â
The notebook in front of you was open to a fresh page with a title of âkeep emâ cumminâ at the top. Fine wordplay if you do say so yourself. âYes, well, thereâs not much to talk about now is there?â The corner of your mouth twitches with pride in your snide comment.Â
For a moment you think heâs not going to acknowledge your obvious lie, but then you feel the tip of his shoe on your ankle. Above the table he looks bored, distantly peering at your notebook as he slides his foot between your shoes. Youâre confused for a moment as you watch him cover his mouth and turn his gaze out the window. With a brisk movement, he uses his foot as a fulcrum to briskly spread your legs apart. The action makes you jump in your seat, bringing your knees together to keep some sense of dignity. âYou and I both know that isnât true.â He studies you from the corner of his eye. âGiven the chance, youâd love to be one of the props for my shows.â He tilts his head toward you, his face morphing into a smug victory.
You raise your brows, trying to conceal the way your heart jumps wildly in your chest. You wouldnât let him win so easily. Besides, this was a professional relationship. Nothing more, nothing less. Yet, you canât help but snap back with "Given the chance, youâd probably love for me to say yes to that, wouldnât you? Sadly, Iâm here to talk about your show Satoru, not audition for it.â It takes all of your energy to calm the thumping in case he could hear it.Â
"Talking about my show? Isnât that exactly what weâre doing? Besides, who says you need to audition? I mean, youâre practically in it already.â Heâs quick to lean forward onto the table, looking you up and down. âIâll make sure to save you a spot in the credits.â He hums, picking up your cup. He leans back, sweetly taking his time to sip the drink. âFeel free to send me a nude, that way when Iâm jacking off youâll know exactly who Iâm thinking about.â Your skin heats up at his words, arousal crawling up your spine and sinking its teeth into the back of your neck. The feeling makes you straighten your back and take a shaky breath.Â
You hadnât heard from Satoru since the meeting and werenât sure of your feelings toward that. It wasnât your fault he wanted to throw a tantrum during an important business meeting. The whole situation had you doubting being his manager.Â
A calm smile replaces your obvious loss of composure. Scoffing breathily you shut the notebook on the table. You knew Satoru was used to getting his way with women, youâd witnessed it firsthand â but you werenât going to let his attitude go unchecked. âOh, donât worry. I already assumed you think about me when youâre alone.â You draw your brows together, jutting out your bottom lip in a pout. âAnd here I thought you were creative enough to use your imagination. How disappointing.â His smirk falters behind the cup as you push the notebook toward him. âWrite down some ideas to make you not be an everyday whore. I think you can do that much, right?â At that, you leave Satoru blinded by what youâd like to call a victory.Â
Your windows were glowing with Tokyo city lights, creating a sea of neon. Youâre so wrapped up in watching the street below you that you almost donât hear your phone ringing. You have half the mind just to ignore whoever is calling you at this hour, but as you glance down to read the ID your skin pricks with anxiety. Shit, why was your boss calling you? You pick up your phone, placing it on speaker as you answer the call. âHello?â You squeak.Â
Thereâs some shuffling on the other side, but Director Yang's all too familiar voice gruffly comes through. âYes, Ms. YN, weâre calling about Satoruâs show tomorrow. Do you have time to discuss?â A laugh bursts from your mouth and you clamp a hand over your lips. Like you had a choice in the matter. âAre you alright Ms. YN?â He doesnât sound like he cares at all.Â
âYes, apologies Director Yang, of course, I have time to speak.â You reply quickly. He hums, rolling the noise around in his mouth. It rings through your ears like an alarm bell.Â
It sounds like heâs muttering something to another person, and then suddenly he grunts loudly. âIâm assuming you know the severity of Satoruâs success rate? We here at LustLine wonât accept anything less than 10k viewers.â Your blood chills. His introduction rate had been nearly half of that, how did they expect a new streamer to reach numbers for their second stream? Let alone their first explicit one? âYou know our expectations for managers Ms. YN, success above all else. Youâll make sure to do everything in your power to ensure a successful stream.â Before you have any time to respond or â hell â ask any questions the phone line disconnects.Â
You stare at the black screen of your phone for a long moment of silence. Maybe you were mourning your career or maybe you were mourning your dignity. The screen lights up with a notification.Â
Satoru: maybe I am an everyday whore
Linked in his message is a document outlining what he plans to do tomorrow. Heâs a fucking genius.
âYou ready?â You ask, assessing his outfit one last time. He grins, straightening the waistcoat he was in. Wine emâ and dine emâ. Cosplay QNA turns into a horny noble jerking off in secret while at a ball. He was in tight black pants, tall brown boots, an ornate waistcoat, and a fluffy white undershirt. His hair was neat and youâd be damned if he wasnât the sexiest thing on this planet. Not that youâd ever let him know that.
He places the finishing touch on his face â a masquerade mask â rolling his tongue between his lips. âHmm, maybe when Iâm done we can talk about your audition. I have notes.â His smoldering smile nearly kills you as he nods toward the door. Your face scrunches as his mask slips off his face, but he fixes it quickly. Itâs almost enough for you to mention something, but before you can Satoru opens his mouth again. âWell, Iâm off to work. Try not to masturbate too much without me, ruins the mood,â He walks a few paces before turning back to give you one last smile. âAnd the upholstery on that chair was expensive.â He adds, disappearing behind the door.Â
You werenât looking forward to tonight, after whatever happened during the cafe meeting and then that ominous call from your director â moving to the States sounded better than all of this. Dread was starting to fill your stomach as you walked through Satoruâs apartment door. He was waiting there for you, costume in hand, an apology cake in the other. Bottom line he acknowledged that he may have crossed a line⌠which was weird to hear him say because, in reality, your brain welcomed the thought of his suggestion. It made you feel guilty â having made him pay the bill and come up with a top-notch plan all on his own. You werenât walking away from him â not reallyâ no you were trying to walk away from yourself. The thoughts of Satoru eating you out under the table after he spread your legs apart in front of the window. Everyone who passed by would see you, their envy disguised by disgust. It wasâŚexhilarating. So you had to get out of there before the crazy in you got a hold of Satoru and started hearing out his crazy plans.Â
Needless to say, things were a lot better between the both of you. The screen in front of you pops up with a âstarting nowâ message before Satoruâs masked face fills out the screen. All his fans should be jealous that you got to see the real thing in person. His voice is clear in the mic, echoing through the speakers and your body. You glance at the door, biting down on your lip. What exactly would be Satoruâs reaction if you sent him a littleâŚencouragement?
A sinister smile works the corners of your mouth upward as you slip out of your blouse, exposing your flushed breasts supported by a lacey black bra. You pick up your phone, open up the camera, and meet your gaze on the screen. You blink, noting the glaze of your eyes.Â
Lifting up the phone to angle down your cleavage, catching the hem of lace. Before you can think twice about the consequences of such a simple action you click the button, capturing your rosy cheeks and devious grin. You open up your chat with Satoru and send the picture without much thought.Â
I make no promises about the upholsteryÂ
You glance back to the laptop screen in front of you, noting the way Satoruâs eyes dip to where his phone probably sits on the desk. He brows flinch, furrowing for a brief second before laughing at someoneâs comment. He looks distracted, his gaze trailing down to his phone every once in a while. Heâs gotten to the portion where heâll start the bit of hiding away to touch himself. He grabs his phone, muttering something about mood lighting, but you glance down at your phone to see the little âreadâ indicator appear. His face drops â not the reaction you were hoping for â but then you see how slowly his throat bobs with a swallow. The lights switch to a dusty yellow, dimmed to give the illusion of secrecy. You can still make out the glow of his eyes, illuminated by his phone screen.Â
Some comments roll in about how slow heâs being, but the majority of them are pleased with seeing his cock. Canât say you blame them. Satoru smirks to himself, a grin so full of ego it almost makes you proud. He works his belt off, standing from his desk chair to angle his waist toward the camera. âYou canât tell anyone about this,â He whispers, sliding his breeches down his thighs. âI canât wait any longer, you drive me crazy. I want you so badly.â He hisses out of frame, groaning loudly as he frees himself from his boxers. Youâd never seen a body part this beautiful. I mean who allowed him to have such a spectacular specimen attached to his body?Â
The tip of his cock is an angry pink, tapering down to a paler shade of his skin tone. Viens etched their way up his shaft, curling toward the weeping head. He kept it well groomed and his hip muscles that fed into the base of his cock nearly sent shivers down your spine. He grips it with one hand, barely covering the length. Fuck, this was turning you on more than youâd hoped. Satoru is just about to start moving when his mask comes undone around the top section. Youâre back into manager mode as the left side slowly slides down his face. He must notice because he hesitates as well, but he canât fix it â as heâs currently jacking off in front of half a million peopleâ half a million? Your eyes bulge. He couldnât reveal his face to that many people, it would mean the end of his career before it even started.Â
Your body moves on its own as you briskly open his office door. His attention is drawn to your half-naked appearance, blatantly staring at the lacey bra. You narrow your brows, nodding toward the camera. He goes back into character, but this time you get distracted by the movement of his hand around his cock. A slick pressure nearly bursts from in between your thighs. You blink rapidly, trying to look back at the situation at hand. His mask had stilled for the moment, but it was too risky to leave. A second mask lying on the dresser catches your eye. You swallow, quickly lacing it around your face. Satoru peers at you, slowing the pace of his strokes. Itâs like he knows what youâre about to do â not that either of you mind. âCouldnât hold back either eh?â His eyes trail down to his stiff cock, aching for anotherâs touch.Â
Just go through with it. Feed into your desires. After all, isnât this what the CEO meant? You slowly come into frame, brushing your fingertips against the skin of his chest. He tenses under your touch, his eyes flickering to where you stand. Gently you raise your hand to cup his cheek, bringing him down to your level. His hand has fallen from his cock, concentrating on the way you move in his space. You were something akin to ethereal and pure danger. âThink you can use your theatrics for good or do you think you wonât be able to handle it?â You tease, grinning innocently at him.Â
Satoru raises his brows, leaning into your warmth. âMmm, I donât know, we never confirmed your audition.â He brushes the hair away from your neck, spanning his large hand against your sensitive skin. âBut I think I can be flexible, as long as you are too.â His thumb is running along your jaw, eliciting a breathy moan from your traitorous mouth. âDo you get involved with all your talent?â He mutters, distracted by how your eyes flutter shut.Â
A devious grin takes over your plump lips as you chuckle. âThatâs not fair Satoru, who ever said you were talented?â His hand shifts to the base of your neck, tightening his grip around your windpipes. Your eyes fan open, meeting his gaze.Â
Itâs intense and heated as he rolls his tongue over his lips. âYouâre about to find out now, arenât you? Donât get too attached darlinââ He says the latter part loud enough for the camera to pick up. He brings his hand to the back of your neck, pulling you into his chest. âYour father would never approve of this,â His voice is strained, âbut I couldnât care less, you are heaven incarnate. Who am I to deny the pearly gates?âÂ
Damn, he was good at this whole improv thing. It almost knocks your brain completely off its rocker. Itâs hard to think straight so the only words that come out of your mouth are; âDo not pretend this is pure. Disregard me, My Lord.âÂ
Satoruâs eyes light up at the use of title, the words falling from your lips making his cock beg to burrow deep within you. He was slowly losing control around you. âAs you wish.â Now, usually at this time, youâd be pushing your expectations so far down. Yet, you couldnât help but wish heâd kiss you passionately, but you were the one to open your mouth. âIf you do well, maybe Iâll reward you later.â Heâs pushing you to your knees and once youâre in front of his hips the whole world comes crashing into perspective. Satoruâs cock is thick and long, half of it surely wouldnât fit in your mouth.Â
Heâs taking the camera off the tripod, aiming it toward you. Fuck, move your hands. You need to move your hands. Slowly your fingers wrap around the hard length of his cock. A hiss of pleasure slides out of his mouth. Watching you through the lens was nothing, seeing it in real life was going to kill him. He had to keep it together, no matter how much he wanted to spill all over your fucking filthy face.Â
Anxiously you flick your tongue against the weeping slit of his head. His grip tightens around the camera, sliding his hand through your hair and pulling tightly. âGo on darling, letâs see you open that pretty mouth of yours.â You glare into the camera but obey.Â
Parting your lips you languidly drag your tongue against the underside of his angry-looking head. You glance up, checking on Satoru. His chest is rising rapidly as he takes all of you in. He shifts, gradually pushing himself into your mouth. âF-fuck,â He hisses, trembling as your wet mouth surrounds his length. He leans his head back, groaning. âYou feel so good, shit, sâmy pretty girl.â Heat dives to his core as a strangled moan falls from his lips. What were you doing to him? Heâd never said or hell done these things until right now. He was under some sort of spell, feverishly thrusting into your mouth.Â
Your lips were red, the corners of your mouth felt like they were tearing. Saliva slides down your jaw, pooling next to your knees. âSâfucking good.â Satoru haphazardly sets the camera on the desk, using his newly free hand to more accurately fuck your face. His balls felt like they were about to burst. âMâgonna cum, fâuck,â he practically shoves you off his cock, clumsily stroking his cock. âOpen your mouth baby girl,â he sounds like heâs begging. You wanted him to cum, prove your efforts werenât for naught. âSâatâs it, mmm, fâuck,â he groans as his eyes furrow. Your pretty mouth open for him, waiting patiently. God, it was driving him insane. His hand aches from the sheer force of his movements.Â
You shut your eyes, feeling the warmth of Satoruâs cum splurt over your face. You drag a glob off your cheek, sticking out your tongue to lavish the sweet juice. He studies you with a dark expression.Â
His stream is forgotten as he pulls you from the ground. âAfter all that you think Iâm letting you leave? Come on, I havenât even tried the main course.â He grabs a rag from his desk, cleaning what he can of his load off your face. He was right all along. You wanted this, no him. Even if that was just his personality of teasing every woman he came into contact with, it had gotten to youâŚand that was scary. Youâd given in.Â
Itâs the brisk step back that nearly breaks your resolve. The expression on Satoruâs face is one of neediness. âIâm sorry, I must return to the ballâŚI canât do this.â You briskly walk to the door, tearing off the mask and tossing it toward Satoru who is staring after you.Â
You had to make your escape quick. âWait, where are you going?â Satoruâs eyes go wide as you shut the door behind you, gather your things, slip back into your shirt, and run out the door. The worst part was rushing past the apology cake.Â
You would not let this fever for Satoru ruin what youâd worked so hard for.Â
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