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2 years ago

How the Hashiras would help their s/o when they self harm;

Pairing: Hashira x reader

Content warning: HEAVY HEAVY TOPIC OF SELF HARM, reader almost committed (unintentionally), shower scene (actually so slight; has ZERO sexual involvement, and neck and chest kissing (again ZERO sexual involvement.)

Word count: 3.2k words

Readers sex: Female

Summary: how each hashira would react to their s/o self harming.

This is a request for @aftongiulien!

Babies, you are soo fucking loved, please remember that. This update has a lot of things that can be triggering if you have a past with self harm. Please read with caution, writing this wasn’t the easiest thing, so I wouldn’t imagine it’s any easier to read. Please, please, please read with caution and remember that you are all so fucking loved. If you EVER need anyone to speak to, I am more than open to speak with any one of you about anything. I may be a stranger, but every single one of you matter to me, I appreciate and love all of you <3

Masterslist-

Kyojuro:

Would clean you up

Would confidently reassure you of your worth.

You have been feeling overwhelmed recently; you boyfriend has been busy, you have been alone, and you’ve been not feeling your worth.

You don’t know what’s overcame you, you were preparing food for the two of you, when you got an urge you haven’t got in years.. you wanted to cut..

You walked into your shared room and went to your case that you kept you blade in; you never got rid of it for some odd reason…

You went into the bathroom, and slid down the door staring at the razor. You just sat there looking at it for a little; you weren’t sure if you actually wanted to go through with this.

You opened your leg and began to make 5 horizontal lines on your inner thigh, you used a small amount of force, but it still broke your skin.

You cleaned the blade, then sat it on the counter. You then sat on the toilet seat, opening your legs so you could see. You began to cry quietly as you tried to stop the bleeding.

Kyojuro had just gotten home from work, he saw the dinner on the table, but he didn’t see you. He smiled as he walked into the room, seeing the bathroom door shut. He opened the door and walked in to see you crying with your leg bleeding. He looked at the counter seeing the razor, then he looked at you.

“What’s wrong dear?” He spoke softly as he grabbed the wraps and ointment from under the counter, he crouched down infront of you. He began to softly apply the ointment, you gasped quietly. He looked up at you with sorrow in his eyes, he wrapped your leg tight (he has done this before, he knows how you like it.) before placing soft kisses on you thigh. “I’m sorry Kyojuro… I just didn’t feel good enough…” you whispered feeling tears stream down your face as you looked him into the eyes. He sighed placing his hand on your neck, placing a soft kiss on your lips feeling tears form in his eyes, “it’s okay dear… no more please…” he whispered once the two of you pulled away.

You nodded you head sniffling, “I won’t.. i promise..” you whispered. He smiled at you standing up, “let’s go in the bed dear.” You nodded, as you felt him left you, and place you in the bed gently. He then turned to go into the bathroom, he sighed as he grabbed the razor on the counter.

He threw the razor in the trash, before walking out the room to go in the kitchen. He grabbed both of your food and drinks, walking back to the room. He placed your food and drink on the table, before kissing you the head.

“You’re so worth it baby, never leave me.”

Tengen:

Would rush to save you

Would comfort you, while giving you love.

(Suicide attempt) not intentionally

Your family didn’t give a shit about you, so when Tengen came and asked if you could be his wife, they gave you away with zero hesitation. He could tell you were being mistreated, he wanted to save you.

It’s been a year since, you have worked in the corps since. You are very reserved and kind, so when the wives want tengens attention, you don’t care to stop them. Tengen gave you your own room, knowing that you would be more comfortable there.

Tengen and the wives went out earlier, so you were all alone. You have always self harmed; you have so many scars from yourself. Today was rough, so you turned to the only thing you ever knew…

The cold metal somewhat soothed you, when it went across your upper arm. You used a little more force than you wanted, so you had to hurry up and stop the apparent bleeding. You dropped the razor and rushed out of your room to the bathroom holding your arm.

When you were in the hallway, the door swung open. You immediately heard tengen’s voice boomed through the small house you owned. You rushed to get to the bathroom, but it was too late. “Love..?” Tengen spoke looking at you down the hallway.

You turned to face him, with blood running down your arm and in between your fingers. “Oh love..” was all you heard before everything went black.

Tengen rushed to you, picking you up. He ran out the door without further words, he ran to the butterfly mansion faster than he ever has. The whole time he couldn’t help but wonder, why you couldn’t talk to them… he loved you so much, it would kill him if you died…

You slowly regained consciousness on the run there, “Tengen..?” You rasped out. He looked down at you with a smile, “you’re going to be okay babe..” he spoke as he ran faster.

When you got to the butterfly mansion, shinobu fixed you up, with a sad look on her face. Tengen sat beside you holding onto your hand rubbing circles in your hand, he would feel himself get sadder at each wince and hiss that came from you.

When shinobu was done he slid a bed that was beside you to push the two of your beds together, he grabbed a blanket that was left in the room, and laid beside you placing the blanket on the two of you.

“You scared the shit out of me love..” he whispered looking over at you. “I’m so sorry Tengen.. that’s the last thing I wanted…” you spoke as you turned your back to him; feeling ashamed in your actions.

“It’s fine babe, just don’t do it again please..” he whispered as he wrapped his arms around your waist to pull you closer.

“You mean the world to me, you’re not allowed to die.”

Shinobu:

Would slightly lecture you

Would feel ashamed for not realizing.

You haven’t always had a self harm issue, honestly it didn’t cross your mind until you accidentally cut yourself trying to repair injured members of the demon slayer corp. that one cut was the beginning of hell…

Shinobu has yet to find out about your issue, but you’re good at hiding it. You only do it when you feel pain, but it’s becoming more frequent. Shinobu was treating a patient, so you decided to use your bathroom for the first time.

After placing a few lines on your upper arms, you sat the razor down content. You began to try to clean yourself up, but shinobu already opened the door and saw what happened.

She stood there with wide eyes before gently grabbing your wrist, she pulled you all the way to medical room. She sat you on a bed as she began to examine and clean your new cuts, she felt her heart shatter noticing all the previous cuts. She was ashamed.. how could she be so oblivious…

She has yet to confess her feelings for you, so this all took you by surprise. “You shouldn’t be doing this to yourself..” she spoke calmly, as she began to wrap your left arm. “I know… I don’t know why I can’t stop..” you whispered looking down.

When she was done wrapping your right arm she lifted your head so your eyes met, “please stop doing this to yourself… if not for yourself… f-for me..” she stuttered slightly, feeling vulnerable. You felt tears stream down your face as you nodded your head, she leaned down and connected your lips for the first time; fireworks is an understatement.

“As long as your mine, you won’t do this to yourself, I refuse to allow it.”

Gyomei:

Would cry and pray for you

Would carry you to shinobu and stay by your side the whole time.

Would kiss your scars

Gyomei has always been hesitant to let people in, but you changed that. You loved the man since you felt his presence. You have a heightened sense for auras, his was so kind, you felt drawn to him immediately.

Though gyomei can’t see, he is fully able to tell when something is wrong, especially when it comes to your cutting. He has helped you before, each time he cries, prays, and kisses your scars. You hurting yourself, hurts him.

You were going through another episode, you’ve been working so hard recently, that you began to beat yourself up when things didn’t pan out how you expected. You had already cut, you were cleaning your scars, while crying as quietly as possible, trying not to alert the sleeping man.

“Another episode love?” He asked as he wondered into the bathroom with you, you sighed sniffling, “yes..” he walked right to you and began to finish the job for you. He began to wrap your arm, gently. “What happened love? What’s going on in that pretty head of yours.” He spoke as he continued wrapping.

“I just get so upset with my mistakes.. I know I shouldn’t, but I can’t help it…” you whispered looking down feeling more tears stream down your face. He kisses your wrapped scars before coming up to kiss you, “you are going to make mistakes beautiful, it’s only human nature. Don’t harm yourself over something that can be fixed, we will fix it together tomorrow, okay?” He spoke before gently placing a soft kiss on your lips.

“Okay Mei.. can we go back to bed..” you whispered wrapping your arm around his neck. He chucked before lifting you up to take you to the bed, he laid you gently in the bed before he came behind you. He stroked your scars as he held you until you fell asleep.

“Please Buddha.. protect her.” (Not sure if that’s how the prayers work, I’m trying😭)

Mitsuri:

Would cry and cuddle you

Would take extra precaution with wrapping your arm.

Mitsuri has always been known to a caring and loving girl, when she met you that only amplified. When she laid eyes on you she knew you were the one she wanted to be with for the rest of her life, and honestly you felt the same.

She doesn’t know about your history with self harm, growing up with Urokodaki, you were an orphan. You watched your family get picked off slowly by other clans, they all died trying to protect you. You get flashbacks and sometimes you feel like you shouldn’t have been the one that survived.

You were in the bathroom with tears streaming down your face as you went on to you 6th line on your skin, you were so caught up in the act that you didn’t even notice Mitsuri walk in.

What she saw made her heart drop; she has never felt so broken. “Baby! Please stop! Put it down!” She sobbed as she ran over to you, you gasped dropping the blade at the sudden noise. You looked up at her with wide eyes as she picked up the blade and ran away with it, when she came back she had bandage wraps and ointment to help your cute heal.

She sobbed as she was sure to be extra careful when she was cleaning and wrapping your arm, “you’re so delicate love… your arms.. your skin is too beautiful to be damaged like this…” she spoke as she placed her hand on your cheek feeling tears stream down her face.

You felt tears come down your own face as you leaned down to kiss the woman, she helped you strip of your clothes, then strip of her own. She turned the shower on to warm water, as she pulled your wrap back off, so it didn’t get wet.

She pulled you in the shower and just held you for a while, seeing that was extremely scary for her.. she just needed to feel you alive.. You placed soft kisses on her upper chest and neck trying to soothe the girl, “I’m so sorry you had to see that baby… I won’t do it ever again..” you spoke in between kisses.

“Please don’t ever.. I can’t live without you… who’s gonna buy my mochi.” She pouted as she began to wash both of your bodies.

Giyuu:

Would silently wrap your arm with a stoic face

Would just hug you

Later on would reassure you that he can’t live without you and that you’re the world to him.

Giyuu is known to be reserved, but with you he’s completely different… he is talkative, he is caring, he can even be very affectionate at times. He’s the love of your life, you wouldn’t have it any other way.. you still struggle though.. you still have you personal demons.

When you were little your parents were killed, and the demon that killed them made fun of you. He told you, you would never amount to anything and that you were worthless, it’s stuck with you ever since…

You haven’t cut in so long, but after the mission where Kyojuro died, you had flashbacks. The demon that killed Kyojuro was the demon that killed your parents, he saw you and he remembered all the torment, before he left he was sure to remind you of his words.

Once you got home, you ran to the bathroom of your home and pulled out your blade. You lived alone, so you didn’t have to worry about getting caught. You made a few cuts, feeling relief. You sighed and began to clean your arm, you were too busy cleaning up the blood that you didn’t even notice Giyuu.

He turned you around and sat you down on the toilet, he silently placed the ointment on your wrist before he began to wrap it. He had a stoic face the whole time, you couldn’t tell if he was upset or angry with you.

“I’m sorry..” you whispered when he was done. He simply pulled you up and wrapped his arms around your waist, he said nothing, he just hugged you before stepping out of the room for a moment.

You sighed, feeling tears steam down your face, as you walked to your bed. You crawled under the covers, sobbing silently under the covers. Giyuu came back into the room, and slid under the covers. “I’m sorry I just walked out.. You mean the world to me… I can’t live without you… please never do this to yourself again..” he spoke as he brought your wrist to his mouth so he could place soft kisses on your wrist.

“I love you so much babe”

Sanemi:

Would get slightly angry

Would mutter to himself while cleaning your wounds

Would later give you a lot of affection

Sanemi is known to have a temper, you know you can come to him with everything, but you never knew how he’d react to cutting. You rarely do it, but when you do it can get bad. You’ve tried to not make it a hobby, but when things get rough, there’s not a second thought that goes through your head.

Sanemi was outside training some poor trainees, while you were in the bathroom that the two of you shared. Today was really rough, so you cut all over… you cut both arms and both legs, crying the whole time. It wasn’t enough to make you bleed profusely, but it left a mark..

“Baby..?” Sanemi spoke as he turned the corner. You gasped and tried to cover yourself as you threw away the razor, “why are you bleeding?” He spoke as he pushed you down on the toilet to examine you.

You couldn’t bring yourself to speak, but you didn’t have to, he wasn’t dumb. He huffed before grabbing the correct tools to take care of you, he brought out something to stitch you up with, some of your scars were deep.

After a lot of angry muttering and a lot of precaution, he was done. He got it up and left the room abruptly when he was finished, you stood up to began cleaning up the mess you left behind when he comes back around the corner, “get out here.” He spoke as he went into the bathroom to take your place cleaning the ground.

You walked out to the living room and wrapped a blanket around you, when Sanemi came back he placed you in his lap. “I’m sorry I got so angry.. I can’t stand to see you do this to yourself.. please no more…” he pleaded looking down at you in his chest.

You nodded snuggling your head into his neck,

“I promise.”

Obanai:

Would wrap you arm emotionless

Would comfort you when he was finished; feeling deep sorrow.

Obanai is not new at wrapping up scars; he has his own scar that he hides from everyone daily. When he got with you, you were a very depressed individual. You never knew your worth, because society hated you… you were seen as a monster in your village, you were discriminated against so much..

He has always stayed near you because of this, but one day you had to go back alone.. you were going through your old village to get home; trying to keep a low profile. You almost made it through without any issues, until an middle aged man recognized you from when he was a kid.

“Hey.. it’s that freak! Everyone look who came back to town! Your special hashira found out you were nothing special?” The man spat out as a small crowd began to form around you.

You felt everything at once, so you pushed past the crowd and began running, you ran till you made it all the way home.

When you arrived home you looked at the blade of your knife as you sat on the porch.. you slowly brought the blade across your skin, hissing at the feeling. You went to go again, when an arm reached out and stopped you. He pulled the knife away, and picked you up.

He brought you into the house, and sat you on the kitchen counter. He began to apply ointment being sure to be extra careful, he has yet to say anything, or even have any emotions.

When he was finished wrapping your hand, he walked away from you and began to clean your knife that now had your blood on it. You jumped down and hugged him from behind, “thank you bani..” you whispered.

“Don’t do it again please.. I heard about what happened at the village.. nothing they said was true, and it never will be.” He spoke quietly.

He unwrapped his own wrap around his mouth to place a kiss on your lips,

“You’re so precious to me dear.. never do that again..”

Kyojuro-

He has always looked out for you

He always makes sure you’re fed.

He gave you a home.

He has risked his life for you many times before.

You were raised by descends of the moon, your parents were high ranked demon slayers who slayed a lot of demons together. Due to them slaying so many demons they’ve always been on the run with you, but they were aware that they could only run so far before it caught up to them. You were soundly sleeping one night when you heard glass shattering, you shot up from your sleep suddenly aware of the danger. You got up quietly and walked out of your room, what you saw horrified you. You saw your mother attacking your father looking like a demon, you let out a scream and ran outside. Though your parents prepared you for their death, they never taught you how to survive through it. You felt a quick gust of wind then silence in your house, you slowly started walking back to your house. When you walked in you saw a tall man with yellow and orange hair standing over your parents, “Sir..” you spoke quietly peaking your head from behind your door. “Hello child! I am the flame hashira Kyojuro Rengoku! Do you know these people?” He asked with a small grin turning to face you, “they are my parents..” you spoke looking down feeling tears run down your cheeks. “Chin up little one, you can come with me!” He spoke with a closed eye smile.

You were 11 when that happened; you are now 16. You’ve been the moon hashira for two years with the help of Kyojuro. He allowed you to stay with him and his brother while he helped you enhance your skills, with the help of letters your parents left behind you were able to learn how to become the moon hashira. “(Y/n)! Senjuro! Dinner is done!” Kyojuro yelled from the kitchen. The two of you raced down the hall to get his food; he was a good cook. Kyojuro stood at the counter with his apron on with a closed eye smile, “Eat up guys!”

Sanemi-

He takes his time to train you

He always feeds you after training.

He gave you your own space at his home.

He gets overprotective.

You are the flame Hashira, you took the position once your brother Kyojuro died to Akaza. You’ve since held a grudge against demons, which is why you took after his spot. Senemi has been a big help on your success, whenever you aren’t with Senjuro, you are with him training or hanging out. He’s aware of your situation and he tries his best to help you. “It’s time to train, are you ready?” Sanemi approaching you, you nodded standing up from the place you were sitting. You were having a rough day today because of your “father” he’s still in his grief.

You were sloppy, and Sanemi didn’t fail to notice it, “you’re sloppy today kid, what’s up?” He asked swinging his sword toward you, you dodged you attack while responding, “it’s nothing.” You spoke trying to focus more. “Do you need to stay with me tonight?” He asked trying to swipe your feet from under you, you jumped up flipping over his body to hit him with the sword, “Yes please.” You spoke backing away from the fight.

Sanemi prepared dinner for the two of you, you enjoyed his cooking quite a bit. “Thank you Sanemi-San!” You spoke happier now with food, “no worries kid, now tell me what had you so sloppy earlier.” He spoke giving you a “stern” look. “It’s just my father, that’s all.” You spoke looking down at your food, “if things ever get too bad you know you can stay with me, right?” He asked patting your head as he put away his plate. “I know, thank you Sanemi-San!” You spoke with a bright smile, greatful for the wind hashira.

Tengen-

He is serious, but funny.

His wives are sure to send you home with food.

They are sure to make you feel at home.

He gets very serious when it comes to you.

“You have to be more flamboyant!” Tengen spoke as the two of you were training together, he’s your favorite Hashira to hang around with, him and his wives helped make you feel accepted. “I feel like you’re projecting.” You spoke with a laugh striking him with your sword softly. “I feel like you’re about to lose with a boom.” He spoke with a smirk as he threw one of his beads toward you, you were quick to deflect it and use a move of your own. “Moon breathing 6th form: Crescent boom!” You spoke moving at a quick rate to connect your attack, it wasn’t strong enough to hurt anyone, so Tengen was willing to let you try it on him. “It’s getting better kid! 50 more times and you’ll start doing significant damage.” He spoke jokingly already starting to feel the effects of the attack, “Let’s go get some food.” He spoke patting your head.

You sat at a table with Tengen and his wives, “Thank you so much!” You spoke to all of his wives grateful for the food, Tengen knew that you’ve never really had a stable home, your father is always coming and going and your mother is dying of an illness. “Do you want to stay with us tonight dear?” Hinatsuru asked with gentle grin. “I must go take care of my mother, but I appreciate the offer!” You spoke with a smile. “We will send her home with food, don’t worry.” Makio spoke before continuing to eat. Tengen just smiled at the scene, he’s always looked at you as his younger sister, to see you getting along with his wives is a plus. “Well, I should be going now, I don’t want to keep my mom waiting.” You spoke beginning to clean up after yourself, the wives made you several plates while Tengen gave you a bracelet on your way out, “here, that way you always have me even when I’m not there.” He spoke handing you the bracelet with a smile. You felt a tear roll down your face as you accepted the gift, “thank you Tengen-San, truly” you said before throwing yourself in his chest, unable to control your emotions. He was your big brother; he will always be with you.

Shinobu-

She took you in once she lost her sister

She teaches you in grave detail.

She insists on you staying with her

She tries to treat you like an adult.

“Can I have the bandages over there?” Shinobu asked you once she was finished with Zenitsu’s wounds. “Okay!” You spoke with a smile glad to help her. Shinobu has been with you since you joined the demon slayer core, when her sister died she became a completely different person, she saw that I was in danger and she helped me. My father was an abusive drunk who would beat you, your mother was nowhere to be seen, the only thing left of her was a journal she left you on how to use your family’s breathing style. Shinobu helped you go through that book, and helped you learn how to use your breathing to the fullest. You’ve stayed with her since she brought you in, she’s very much like a sister you never had.

“Healing is an art, you just have to perfect it.” Shinobu spoke as she began to teach you how to use medicine, on top of her teaching you your breathing style. “Can we have a break Shinobu-Kan! We’ve been at this for so long, I’m so hungry!” You whined laying your head the table the two of you worked at, “I suppose, go to your room and get cleaned up, then we can eat.” She spoke with a gentle smile standing up.

Once you were done you shared the evening with the girls at the butterfly mansion not wishing to change a thing, these girls were your sisters, you would never trade them for the world.

Mitsuri-

She takes you for her favorite dessert religiously

She always has your back with fashion.

She always defends you

She taught you how to achieve you greatest strength.

“Hey! Leave her alone you little shit!” Mitsuri yelled at one of the lower ranked demon slayer bashing you, most think that you killed your parents for their spot, almost everyone resents you. “She’s the one who killed her-“ the kid didnt get to finished before he was grabbed by the shirt and pulled up by Mitsuri, “finish that sentence, I dare you.” At this point the pink haired girl was fuming, she knew what happened to your parents and it was far more sinister than that, one of the upper rank demons came into your house and killed your parents right infront of you. “I’m sorry! Please forgive me!” The boy yelled sobbing in the air. Mitsuri threw the boy on the ground still angry, “come on (y/n), I’ll treat you to some Sakura Mochi!” She spoke with a closed eye smile. You simply nodded walking with the pink haired girl.

“I’m sorry for what that kid said to you, you know it’s not true right?” She spoke trying to reassure you, you could only nod, though you know it’s not your fault it’s not easy dealing with the treatment you receive. “We can get you a new Haori while we are out! Maybe something that fits you more.” She spoke trying to get some conversation out of you, “maybe.” You shrugged, though you appreciated the effort, it was still hard as ever. “You know, you can achieve you greatest strength by thinking about all those who look down on you, you will see how much better it makes you feel.” She spoke genuinely patting your head, “Thank you Mitsuri! I will always think about that in a fight!” You spoke attempting to bring your spirits up.

After the two of you shared some of her favorite dessert the both of you walked around the district trying to find you something cute, you’ve always had a crush on Senjuro and you’ve been thinking about making a move, Mitsuri has been a great help, “look! Do you think he would like that one Suri?” You asked pointing at a beautiful pink Haori. “He’d be dumb not to.” She spoke dragging you in asking for your size; she has always been the big sister you needed in life.

Giyuu-

He actually speaks to you.

You help him realize his worth and vice versa.

He feeds you.

He supports you regardless.

“It’s time to eat kid.” Giyuu spoke walking outside to see you sitting alone, “okay, I’ll be there in a second.” You spoke still not facing him. “Hey, what’s wrong kid.” He spoke sitting down beside you, noticing something was off. You looked at him with tears going down your face, “I’m not worthy of taking my mothers place as moon hashira, I will never amount to who she was.” It has been years since your mothers death, but since she died protecting you, you’ve always taken it hard. “She would be proud of the woman you are, you’ve grown to be such a skilled moon hashira.” He spoke patting your head, “now come on, let’s eat.” He spoke with a smile.

The two of you sat at the table talking about your new crush, Kanao. “What about how the others will feel!” You yelled feeling scared, he simply shook his head. “It shouldn’t matter how others feel, if you feel happy, go for it.” He spoke as he began to clean up his food. “Thank you Giyuu.” You spoke finishing the food he made for the two of you, “you’re welcome kid, you know I’d always support you.”

[this one is a little short, but I felt like it was sweet]

Gyomei-

He tries his best to teach you

He takes you under his wing

He always pats your head to let you know he’s proud of you.

You have always been around the Stone Hashira since you can remember, Gyomei has always been good with kids, and you were always there since your father was the moon hashira. He always trusted Gyomei because he can tell that he’s good with kids, you’ve always helped the man. You describe everything to him, “The sushi we are eating has raw fish: which is kinda pink and slimy, Rice: which is white and small, Avacodo; which is green and smooth, and seaweed; which is a dark green and crunchy.” He smiled picturing what he was eating as he ate it. “We have to go see the master after this, but after that we can go train.” He spoke as he stood up cleaning both of your plates.

“Stay right here, I’ll be out in a moment.” He spoke as he stepped in the masters room. “You’re finally not up the stone hashiras ass, what a surprise!” Some kid yelled at you laughing with his friends, you simply sat there unbothered by the behavior. “Hey! Are you deaf or something?” He asked walking closer to you. “Why would I acknowledge stupidity?” You asked looking at the boy approaching you. He finally stopped in your face, he was beginning to say something when he was interrupted “what is going on here?” Gyomei asked able to sense to hostility coming from the boys. “Nothing lord Gyomei!” They spoke in a hurry before running away, “let’s go kid, we got some training to do.” He spoke patting your head. You didn’t know if, but Gyomei was extremely proud to call you his sister.

Obanai-

His snake loves you

He teaches you how to blend in.

He takes his bandage off around you.

He likes to help you.

“You just have to be silent when you’re approaching someone, that’s the key.” Obanai was attempting to teach you how he blends in. You were a little distracted petting his snake though, “alright kid, give me my snake while you go get ready for dinner.” He spoke as he took the snake off your shoulders, you have lived with Obanai for a while now, he taught you mostly everything you know other than your family breathing style.

When you came out you saw Obanai eating with his bandage off. “Thank you Obanai!” You gleamed as you sat down beginning to eat. “How is it?” He asked wanting feedback; he gets very conscious of his food, especially when it comes to you. “It’s amazing! Did you do something different?” You asked noticing your sushi had a good kick to it that it never had before. “Yep! I added a little more spice, was it too much?” He asked a little worried he only made it to his standard. “It’s amazing like I said! You should go around without your bandage more often.” You spoke with a small smile hoping that you could change the boys mind on how he feels about himself. “It’s okay, it’s easier this way anyways.” He spoke looking down. “Okay if you say so! Speaking of, how has you and Mitsuri been? Did she like the socks you made her?” The man began blushing as he spilled every detail to you; he was glad he had a younger sister like you, you would always listen to him.

I’m so sorry if this was shitty! I hope you enjoyed!

Giyuu-

He will push Shinobu to tell him more details about your condition.

He would silently wait by your side hoping for your recovery.

When you wake up he is extra gentle.

He’s more than happy to help you around, making things easier for you to do.

“Let me see her!” Giyuu yelled toward shinobu as he saw all the ladies of the butterfly mansion rush to your aid. Shinobu stood silently tending to your wounds, not caring to give a response to the worried boy. “She will be fine, give us our space, and we will let you back when we are done. Giyuu simply stood behind the working women watching as they delicately stitched up your wounds, doubt began to seep into his mind. He wondered how things would’ve been different if he was just there…

Once you are done getting patched up, you are still unconscious. Giyuu sat beside you holding your hand, occasionally brushing your hair out of your face from the breeze flowing inside. Giyuu would just take in your beauty as he waiting for you to wake up, unwilling to leave your side. When you open your eyes everything is very bright, you feel Giyuu’s hand in yours, so you squeeze it to let him know you’re awake. “Good morning sleepy head, how are you feeling.” He spoke in a calm tone looking down at you. You cleared your dry throat before responding in a raspy voice, “I feel like shit if I’m being honest.” You spoke closing your eyes feeling the weight was too heavy, you don’t open them again until you feel Giyuu slip his hand out of yours. “Where are you going.” You asked slightly opening your eyes missing the contact. “I’m getting you some water, I’ll be right back.” He spoke with a gentle smile before closing the door behind him. It was now night, you’ve been awake for a while and Giyuu has been with you every step of the way, “I know you feel bad for what happened, but it wasn’t your fault..” you spoke to the boy as you moved his hair out of his face. He slightly moves his head it avoid eye contact, “I know it’s not directly my fault, but I still feel like I should’ve been there, I’m supposed to be the one protecting you…” he spoke with his voice cracking at the end. “It was never your fault, and it never will be babe.” You spoke wiping his tears from his face bringing him closer to you.

Once the two of you arrived at the water mansion Giyuu didn’t hesitate to make sure you were comfortable; whether it was making the room more comfortable, making you food, giving you love, you name it he did it. Giyuu isn’t one to care for others and show his emotions, but for you, he’d do anything.

Tanjiro-

He only interrupts the process to understand what’s happening; once he realized you were okay he gave them space.

He is super caring and affectionate, so the whole time you are out he is like a nurse.

He prays for you to wake up.

He sure to walk you home and make sure you’re comfortable before he leaves you be.

You were unconscious in Tanjiro’s arms as he ran you to the butterfly mansion for immediate help. Tanjiro burst through the main doors of the mansion and ran straight to Kanae and Shinobu, “Please! Help! I don’t know what’s wrong! She walked up to me after he mission, then she just fell..” he spoke in a panicked voice. The women were quick to jump into action, shinobu took you out of his arms, while kanae reassured him that everything would be okay.

Once the women were finished tending to your hidden wounds tanjiro stayed by your side, silently praying for your safe recovery. He ran his thumb up and down your hand, trying his best to soothe you. Once you woke up the boy was quick to ask you if he could help you with anything, he was running around getting food and water for you to recovery as fast as possible. When night came he would always brush your hair out your face, kiss your forehead, and lay next to you before the both of you fell asleep.

Once you were able to leave, he walked you to the wind mansion. The two of you walked hand and hand talking about your wounds and about how he was worried about you, you were truly blessed to have someone who cared as much as he did. When you arrived at home the both of you briefly spoke to Sanemi before he helped you to your room, due to you injury’s you could barley sit down properly, so he wrapped his arms around your waist gently helping you onto your bed. Once you were settled you placed a soft kiss on his lips with a blush, “thank you for taking care of me love, please be safe on your mission, don’t end up like me.” You spoke with a small smile as he gave you a closed eye smile with a blush covering his cheeks.

Inosuke-

He gets very aggressive due to his fear of your health.

He has to get escorted out.

He is protective over you when you are sleeping.

He walks you home; expressing how sorry he felt for not being there, which is very unlike the boy.

“Where is she!?!?” Inosuke yelled running into the butterfly mansion. Aoi is standing outside the door blocking him from begging in, “you can’t Inosuke! She needs all the help she can get!” She spoke with anger coursing through her blood. Inosuke put up a fight for about 5 minutes before he blew steam out of his boar mask, stepping outside to wait to know if you’re okay.

“You can come in now Inosuke” Shinobu spoke stepping outside. Inosuke stood up silently and walked to the room you were in, he sat beside you and didn’t say much. He refused to sleep and even eat just watching over you and making sure he is okay. “Inosuke..” you spoke quietly. The boy was quick to alert Shinobu, this time he kept his distance, scared to disrupt the process.

The whole time you’ve been hurt, Inosuke has been quite which is unlike him. “Are you okay Inosuke..?” You asked as the two of you walked you arm around his shoulder, while his arm wrapped around your waist to support you. “I’m fine.. I just feel bad for how I behaved… I just didn’t know what was wrong with you… I got news that you were hurt and I rushed here…” he spoke keeping his eyes at the ground. You suddenly stopped walking pulling him into your embrace, “it’s okay love.. you were worried… it’s a normal reaction. Thank you for caring Inosuke, I love you so much.” He wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him, “I love you so, so much.”

Zenitsu-

He is up everyone’s ass shamelessly.

He cried majority of the time you were unconscious.

He gave you love and affection to help nurse you back to health.

Zenitsu ran toward the butterfly mansion feeling his anxiety hit its max. “What’s wrong with her!” He practically yelled as he burst into your room. “Calm down! Everything is going to be okay!” When Zenitsu saw the date you were in he began to cry falling beside your side. “Please do your best! I can’t loose her!” He pleaded with the women who were working on the girl.

When you regain consciousness you hear small sniffling coming from beside you, you opened your eyes slightly to see bright yellow hair. “It’s okay my love..” The boy instantly perked up placing kisses all over your face. “Are you okay baby! I saw you hurt, and it hurt me..” he spoke placing his head on your hands.

When you are able to go back to your actual room, Zenitsu was summoned for a mission, he was very hesitant to leave due to you not being fully recovered yet. “Baby, you just have to go, I promise if anything happens I’ll send a note.” You spoke placing a soft kiss on his lips before turning him away from you pushing him softly, “now hurry back so I can have a kiss back.”

Genya-

He gets aggressive.

He demands answers

He cried when he was alone with you while praying for your recovery.

He takes care of you at home.

Genya is typically shy when it comes to speaking to women, but he was quite rude in the heat of the moment when he found out his lover was hurt. “What is wrong with her! Why does she have all those bandages on her?!?!” He screamed at shinobu as he forced himself into the room you were being held in. “Calm down Genya! They need their space to work on her!” Aoi yelled back pushing him out with force. Kanao walked beside him and placed her hand on his shoulder as an attempt to comfort him.

“You can come in now.” Shinobu spoke as she opened the door to the room you were in. Genya hurried to your side examining every bruise, “what happened..? How am I supposed to help her now..?” He spoke in a low tone. Shinobu pulled out some medicine handing it to him, “she has to stay with us for tonight, but she just has to take some of her medicine and be examined carefully. A demon threw her into a building, she didn’t sustain any fatal injuries.” Shinobu spoke before walking out the room to give him his space. Genya looks down at you feeling tears begin to form in his eyes, “I know you’ll be okay..” he spoke before saying a silent prayer for you. When you began to become conscious you felt something wet falling on your hand, you opened your eyes to see your boyfriend sobbing. “What’s wrong babe, I’m right here..” you rasped out looking at him. He looked down at you before he dropped his head on your chest sobbing, “I’m so sorry I wasn’t there for you.. I promise I’ll be here for now on..” he sobbed out. You gently rubbed his hair, “it’s okay babe.. it was never your fault.” You spoke trying your best to soothe him.

“You have to take your medicine babe!” Genya spoke from beside you. You have been home for about a week and Genya has been helping you every step of the way. “But it’s sooo farr” you spoke looking at your medicine that was on the table. He sighed before getting up, he grabs the medicine, then gets you a water bottle. “Now take them, before something bad happens to you.”

Muichiro-

He gets rude.

He would stay by your side regardless.

He would heavily blame himself.

He keeps his distance till he knows it’s okay.

Muichiro burst through the doors of the butterfly mansion, “help me! A demon attacked us!” He yelled down the hall. The women of the mansion tried to take you out of his arms, but he would shoot them dirty looks and hold you closer, “tell me where to take her.” He spoke lowly. Kanae silently nodded before walking down to an empty room, “put her on the bed then step aside, if you want her to survive we need to work.” She spoke softly.

The whole time the women were tending to you Muichiro stayed by your side muttering to himself. “You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself Muichiro.” Shinobu spoke from beside him. Muichiro looked up at her with tears streaming down his face, “Why shouldn’t I blame myself? I should’ve saved her, you don’t know anything!” He spoke sharply before looking back down at you. You opened your eyes and placed your hand on his cheek, “you shouldn’t be so rude, love. It wasn’t your fault, it was that damn demon.” You spoke out before coughing. Shinobu handed you water, then made her way out. “I’ll be back later, you have to stay here tonight.” She spoke.

It’s been hours since you’ve woke up, and Muichiro has yet to speak to you. He has kept his distance looking out the window this whole time. “Muichiro… my love… please come lay with me.” You spoke looking at him. He silently placed himself next to you, looking up at the ceiling. You placed your hand on his chest before placing a kiss on his cheek, “thank you for getting me help, without you, I’m not sure where I’d be.” You spoke cuddling your head into his neck. “I’m so sorry..” he spoke placing his head in your chest sobbing. “It’s okay, I forgive you.” You spoke. The rest of the night you held him whispering reassuring words to him.

Mitsuri-

She’s a sobbing mess.

I think she’d give them reasonable space, but she’d still be in their space.

She would pay close attention and ask questions.

She’d want to take control, because what happened to you was so out of her control.

“Everything is going to be okay Suri” You spoke to the sobbing pink haired girl who was following the medical team. You had just gotten done fighting an upper rank, and you had lost some of your eyesight from a cut going up and down on your eye. Once you were in the room she ran to your side watching as shinobu began working, “will she get her eyesight back!” She asked while crying and holding your hand. “She should, it doesn’t seem to be that bad.” Shinobu spoke as she inspected your eye.

After a couple hours of questions and reconstruction, shinobu fixed your eye, “it should heal on its own in a couple weeks, apply your medication regularly, and you should only be left with a scar.” She spoke before walking out with a smile. Mitsuri was still crying, not as much, but still crying nonetheless. “Baby, I will be okay, please stop crying… you’re way too beautiful.” You spoke trying to do anything to calm your girlfriend.

Mitsuri eventually calmed down, she was currently applying your medicine. “Please stay still dear, I don’t want to hurt you.” She spoke as she gently applied it. Once she was done she laid beside you, “does it still hurt?” She asked looking up at you from your chest. “It doesn’t hurt as bad as it did, especially now that my own personal nurse patched me up, how could I be in pain after that?” You joked with a small giggle. She blushed before placing a soft kiss on your lips, “you were lucky this time! You can’t be that reckless again!” She scolded you while cuddling into your chest. “I will be more careful suri, just for you..” you spoke as you gently ran your hand against her cheek.

Obanai-

Him and his snake would silently wait by your side the whole time.

They give the doctors their space.

He is silent until the two of you are alone.

He’s a great caretaker.

Obanai rushed to your room, knocking before he came in. “She isn’t looking too bad, she should recover in a couple days” Shinobu spoke from beside you, Obani nodded as his snake slithered to be on your shoulders.

“How are you feeling dear..?” Obani spoke silently from beside you when you woke up. “I’m a little tired.. what happened..?” You spoke petting kaburamaru once you noticed his presence. “You were attacked, but it was nothing serious..” he spoke from beside you rubbing circles in your hands. You nodded before pulling his arm to make him lay beside you. “You have to be careful, your side is bruised.” He spoke gently placing himself beside you. You chucked before placing your head on his chest, you placed small kisses on his chest, before you fell asleep.

When you woke up Obanai was speaking to shinobu about your condition and how he could help you, “You can take her home today, you just have to be extra careful.” She spoke before leaving the room. Obanai gathered all your things before carefully picking you up, you placed your head on his shoulder placing a kiss on his neck. “Yay! At least I got a free piggy back ride out of this!” He chuckled before he began his trip back with you.

Sanemi-

He would be shockingly calm.

He would stay outside of you room, knowing that if he was in there he’d lose his cool.

He would ask questions.

When they were done he wouldn’t leave your side.

Senami was sitting outside of your room waiting on an update from the insect hashira, he wouldn’t dare go in there until he knows they have you fully patched up. The thought of demons even harming you makes his blood boil, “you can come in now.” Shinobu spoke peaking her head out from behind the door. Sanemi was quick to go to your side inspecting everything that’s wrong, “what happened to her?” He asked calmly. “A demon slashed her leg deeply, she had a lot of stitches, so I’d recommend keeping her off of her leg.” Shinobu spoke with a grin. Sanemi could only nod as he looked down at his unconscious lover, “I promise I will always protect you..” he spoke as he grabbed her hand.

It’s been a couple days now, and Sanemi has yet to leave your side as promised. He would help you around the room if you needed to do anything, he would apply your medication, he would even tell you stories about his past. The both of you were currently sitting down on the porch, Zenitsu and Inosuke were throwing a ball infront of you. You enjoyed watching the boys act like boys, it’s hard in a world filled with demons, they matured so young… well… some of them did. Inosuke threw the ball with a little more force toward Zenitsu, but it flew past Zenitsu and straight to your leg, Sanemi was able to push it a little bit, but the damage was already done. “Fuck!” You yelled grabbing your leg. Sanemi was quick to get Shinobu, you sat there with tears running down your cheeks. Shinobu rushed out to tend to you while the boys bowed there heads apologizing. Sanemi then came out with his sword in hand, “you two better run before I kill you right now!” He yelled running toward them. “Sanemi!” You yelled as the boys ran far away.

You laid with Sanemi, your leg on his stomach, he was gently rubbing your bandages. “I’m sorry I couldn’t stop it in time.. your beauty distracts me sometimes… I didn’t realize it till it was too late..” he spoke quietly looking away. You pushed his head toward yours placing a soft kiss on his lips, “it’s okay baby, it’s not your fault.” You spoke with a bright smile. “God you’re so perfect.” He spoke as small grin speed across his face.

Pt 2 will be posted shortly!! I couldn’t fit everything in, so I’m just going to make a part two!! I hope you enjoyed!!