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hey feel free to DM me :] I kinda consider myself detrans mtftm too!! kinda amazed at the community on here
I’ve been more clearheaded lately. I’ve been entertaining the idea that perhaps, actually, I am just a guy and I should actually detrans, not for kink but actually. My reasoning is that I only transitioned in the first place out of a desire to become a different person sort of, so being a girl is just kind of me pretending to be someone else. Am I genuinely a pretty feminine person? Yeah I guess so. Does that mean I am this trans girl I’ve been for the past few years? Not necessarily. I find that if I fall into who I am naturally… I honestly do seem to just be kind of a male sex pest, sooo maybe that’s what I am. Maybe that’s all I need to be.
I'M NOT A GIRL AND IT FEELS SO GOOD TO SAY THAT!!!
Been hearing from a lot of people that they find my genuine public exploration of my gender identity really hot because I’m clearly also still jacking off to it and because clearly this is a very real thing for me. Honestly it’s a lot of internalized transphobia. I want to be a cis girl not a trans girl, and if I can’t I might as well just be a cis guy.
I think maybe I should shave my head again. Trap myself in this for longer.
Cute, pretty, quirky girl cursed to get an erection when she thinks about someone pressuring her to become a dirty gross man
this isn’t really a question but i do hope one day you can be happy as yourself, whether thats female or male i really want u to be happy
Thanks. I think I am “happy” just confused. The main frustrating thing to me with this whole thing is I’m a content creator and all this flip flopping about gender has made me not really want to show my face, which is setting me back a lot. How I present myself to the world is complicated and confusing and I want to stick to just one thing.
Realistically I’m probably a gender fluid person that wants to stick to one gender. Being male and female permanently both have merit to me. I’ll figure it out eventually.
I think I’ve mentioned this but I completely shaved my head in October, so for a long time even if I wanted to be a girl I looked pretty male because of the short hair.
I’m reaching the point soon where I can either start convincingly passing as a girl again or I can get a male haircut. I don’t know which to do.
reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are
Honestly tempted to shave and put on a pretty outfit and lots of makeup so I can jack off to myself in the mirror
I haven't shaved in over a week at this point. There still isn't really that much facial hair. I started hrt young, and actually the reason I was so eager to start hrt when i did was because of the slight facial hair growth I started getting. Since I stopped taking hrt I have noticed a bit of new hair growth on my left cheek but strangely none on my right cheek yet. Something I've started to wonder (and I wonder this every time I've tried to grow my facial hair out) is whether it's even a good idea to do this. It looks kinda bad and scraggly and it just makes me less confident when I go out. It's barely noticeable from a distance but up close it makes me look kinda bad. That being said I did promise in my notes game that I wouldn't shave so for now I won't :)
detrans kink blog to detrans reality blog transformation
Fakegirl Detrans Kink Transformation Story
Warnings: Sexual Content, MTFTM Detrans, Transformation, Identity Death, Misoygyny
You’re realllly pretty, and you know it. Everyone else knows it too. It’s not easy to be adored my thousands of viewers every time you go live, but you manage. Your winged eyeliner, all that blush, a little heart under your eye, you’re an egirl stereotype, but it looks great on you. You’re cute, you’re beautiful, you’re everyone’s girl.
You stare down the camera and catch a glance of yourself on stream. Totally on point, you’re nailing it today. Something deep inside you stirs… you’re *really* hot. To other people obviously. A little confidence never hurt anybody.
It feels good to feel this good about yourself. 7 years ago you were a boy, as silly as that sounds. That’s private information, only your closest friends explicitly know you’re trans, but of course it’s an open secret among your viewers. It’s hard to keep something like that toootally under wraps, ya know?
You just want to feel pretty, so you can stare at yourself, so other people can stare at you, and that’s what you’re doing.
Something is wrong.
You’re really only half aware of it. Here and there the you in your stream does something *slightly* different. She makes a different gesture, she uses slightly different verbiage, she’s not quite you.
She’s hot.
You’ve always been aware of it of course, how pretty you are. People tell you all the time. This is different. This is arousal. Attraction to a distinct person, to the you on the stream.
You hardly notice when your camera turns off.
You feel much more alone now, clearly in private, and extremely aroused, so you do the most logical thing. You whip it out and start jacking off. All your pretty makeup has been absorbed into your skin, making your face greasy and rough. Your hair starts falls out in clumps, leaving you with short, balding hair.
You don’t care, you’re focused on your favorite streamer.
Your body rapidly becomes completely unrecognizable, as you become an anonymous viewer instead of the main event. You’re misshapen and asymmetrical. Decidedly not pretty. Decidedly not a girl. Just an unremarkable man jacking off to a pretty girl.
You’re too horny to notice, in a deep haze of indifference, but god she’s so hot, and you’re so close, you just need her to say your name. You donate the most you can afford, $20, and she mentions you! It’s enough to feel every cell in your body explode in ecstasy as you coat her pixel perfect face in ropes of cum.
Something clicks.
She’s not even your favorite. There’s chicks on here way hotter than her.
She’s not really that bangable, and you know it.
Okay doubts over for now!!! I’m back to wanting to be a cis man. I went out in public today as a guy, even wearing a binder. I still sounded like a girl, unlearning voice training is harder than you’d think when you’ve sounded like a cis girl for years.
I feel like I’m really coming across as trans masc here and maybe that’s basically what I am at this point. I’m guessing most people that see me in public think I’m trans masc. My facial features are soft and feminine, I’m relatively short, if I’m not wearing a binder (which most of the time I’m not) I have noticeable breasts, my voice does not sound like a cis man at all, the small amount of facial hair I have looks like it just started growing.
I think the assumption for anyone would have to be either that I’m afab trans masc or maybe alternatively that I’m significantly younger than I am. I think add to that I’ve always been kinda afab-coded (I tone it down for this blog because of the nature of it) and trying to sell people on the idea that I’m a cis guy is probably not easy.
I would say if anything at this point I look like I haven’t aged since I started taking hrt and if anything look even younger than that because of the effects of estrogen, so even if I told someone I’m a cis guy they’d probably guess I’m like 18 or 19 (I’m about to turn 25)
This isn’t really a detrans kink post as much as it’s just a detrans post, but it’s interesting. I think pulling the curtains back on the kink stuff… a lot of this isn’t kink for me. Part of me still very much so wants to be a girl, and to be perfectly honest my personality and mannerisms and way of speaking are so naturally feminine that I would have to fundamentally change who I am as a person at my core to meet the detrans goals I have in mind. That’s not easy at all, but still it’s exciting to try and I want to see how far I can go with it.
Because of the nature of my personality my natural state is probably being female, I guess in the back of my head I’m pretty sure that if I detransition I’ll retransition eventually. That’s why I’m so tempted to ruin every chance I have at being a girl, going off hrt for a while and trying to change my personality and all that.
We’ll see how it goes :)
Need people in my dms to encourage me to continue to detransition, since I’ve been having some doubts. I’m still off hrt, but I’m really tempted to shave and ruin the notes game. Someone needs to stop me!!!
Honestly I’m finding that I’m afraid to go out in public looking like a guy. It’s intimidating. What if someone recognizes me? I need some encouragement.
Looking for a crazy yandere girlfriend that wants to obssess over me and invade my personal life and really just consume me whole who is also into/okay with mtftm detrans kink. Ideally she's obsessed with me but only wants me to be a masculine man so she makes me conform to male gender roles. Maybe kind of weird and specific but it's what I need in my life. dm me if you're a bpd girlie that needs a new favorite man.
Welp, today is the last day I’m allowed to shave before the limits on the detrans notes game kick in.
I’ll make myself pretty one last time before throwing away my femininity forever.
I would just not shave today either but I have some final business to take care of where I need to be a girl.
I also reached 100 notes so I do need to get a haircut soon.
Absolutely asking for people to come in my dms or just decide for me exactly what kind of man I should be. I need guidance!!!
what if people asked me to decide what kind of man they should be and have them completely reformat their blog and personality to match, and I intentionally chose the most incongruent kind of masculinity to their current identity
I have reached another milestone in my detrans notes game! Because I hit 75 Notes I now have to go out in public as a guy sometimes. I had a specific meaning for this in mind but it was a little wordy to put in the notes game. Basically anytime I go somewhere alone, without friends or family, running an errand or just getting out of the house, I will put on a deep voice and let everyone see my short hair. I'll use the men's restroom and no one will think I was ever a girl.
Let’s play a little game. If I can’t go the whole day without cumming I’ll cut every goal in my detrans notes game in half. (This is almost impossible)
I have hit 50 notes on my detrans motivation notes game! This means 2 things:
1) I have to start using a male voice. This is actually going to be kind of hard for me. I have a very cis girl passing voice that I always default to. Unlearning using that is going to be harder than it might seem, but I will start trying.
2) Every 50 notes I need to adopt a new masculine interest/hobby. Here’s the thing about this, I already have somewhat male coded interests. I like comic books, sports, and history, among several more feminine interests. That being said when I was a cis girl and I told people I like baseball or whatever, no one raised an eye. Lots of girls like baseball. I need to find some interests that are so AMAB coded that almost no cis girl would touch them. Like if I started playing CS:GO or following UFC or something. Not sure I’d be into either of those particular but I want to hear lots of suggestions from everyone reading this! You honestly could even say something like “hitting on girls” or something lol
As I mentioned this will happen per 50 notes so I will probably be picking up plenty of new male interests. Again this more than just a kink for me, I’m using this as a push to actually become a man.
Normalize cute, cis-passing trans girls throwing it all away and becoming hairy, masculine, straight alpha males.
Normalize pretty trans icons that inspired a new generation of trans girls completely transforming into perverted, transphobic dude bros.
Normalize girls that started hrt early and never finished male puberty going off estrogen and letting their real adult body finally develop.
Yes this is from personal experience. Yes I used to be a slightly well known trans Internet personality. No, I'm certainly not anymore :)
and at this point it's much more than just a kink.
I would love to answer these
So, how big is it?
Circumcised or uncircumcised?
How musky?
What's the name you give for your dick?
Are the veins of your dick visible when it's soft?
Can you jerk off with two hands?
How full are your balls right now?
How many times do you jerk off in a day?
Have you ever cum during sleep?
What was one wet dream you still remember?
Did someone ever accidentally touched your dick? How that make you feel?
Have you ever used your ass for sexual pleasure? At all?
At what size does your dick stop fitting into your panties?
Briefs or boxers?
What kind of boy did the girls in your school perceive you as?
Do you automatically plan to pay for everything in a date?
What was the last girl you rated on how fuckable she was?
Just how obsessed with pussy are you?
Have a real woman ever called you a creep?
Your crush just told you they are not attracted to woman but love femboys. What do you do?
Can you speak without swearing?
When do you plan to hit the gym?
Have you joined the army?
Do you piss standing?
How loud can you burp?
Blue or green?
If you like boys, have you thought in buying a gay flag?
If you like girls, don't you think being more manly will attract more woman to you?
What fantasy do you visit often?
Have you ever realized you are a confused boy? If so, what made you realize?
Detransitioning has become more real than kink for me over time and I need a little push to commit to it
Every 2 - One day without shaving my face (starting April 1)
Currently (165 Notes) Can shave again June 22
Every 10 - One week without hrt (starting March 30)
Currently (165 Notes) Can take hrt again July 20
Every 25 - I'll buy a distinctly masculine article of clothing
25 - throw out all my panties and buy boxers
Every 50 - Pick up a new, hypermasculine interest (be sure to suggest some!)
50 - start using a deeper voice
75 - Present as male in public sometimes
80 - I'll do everything I can to unlearn my voice training permanently
90 - Start actively rejecting anything girly or feminine. Try to get myself disgusted by the idea of being associated with girly stuff.
100 - Casually present as male publicly all the time (except when with close friends or family)
100 - My hair is already fairly short but I'll get it cut in a more masculine style
100 - Actively train myself to think more like a horny dumb bro
110 - No show to my next hair removal appointment (to prep for bottom surgery)
120 - Start working out (to get buff)
125 - Change my identity and pronouns to male and he/him on all my private accounts that my friends and family don't see
125 - completely change my wardrobe
150 - I'll change my pronouns to he/him on all my social medias
175 - Throw out all my hrt and never refill it
200 - Maintain a beard for the rest of my life
200 - Start taking testosterone supplements
200 - Cancel my bottom surgery entirely
300 - Start applying for jobs as a guy
500 - I'll come out to everyone I know as detransitioning and be a boy forever