2nd Degree Burns Again But This Time Its From A Sunburn. It Fucking Hurts Because This Time Its Blisters

2nd degree burns again but this time its from a sunburn. it fucking hurts because this time its blisters unlike a few years ago when the er doctors just cut away the skin (I casually set my hand on fire)

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and its in the worst possible fucking spit. my shoulders. one is already so huge. i wanna dieeer man. im tempted to just cut them open. but i dont have any bandaids and burns are like. the one thing ill actually take care of. HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO SLEEP?? I SLEEP ON MY SIDES AND ARMS. MAN FUCK THIS!

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decrepitasylum
1 week ago

sometimes I just imagine cutting my lip, like dragging the blade across my lower lip. i don't know why, I just do and I'm very very tempted to try it.

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self mutalition tw self destruction self mutilator tw sh sh addict i mean i also wanna cut my face like jtk but thats a whole another thing. self destructive thoughts
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decrepitasylum
5 months ago

it feels so weird and wrong starting over. i don't like this.

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decrepitasylum
1 month ago

i don't wanna speak, I don't wanna do any form of communication, I don't wanna type or write, I don't wanna talk. i don't wanna move. i don't wanna do anything.

again.

again.

again.

i just want to not exist, just wanna lay and rot, just wanna die.

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mental illness tw sui implied vent tw sui ideation tw sui talk su1c1dal self destructive thoughts been feeling like this for over a week straight again now mentally absent mentally checked out physically checked out
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decrepitasylum
5 months ago

discovering my bf followed my Spotify. uh, well, okay. gotta set my settings so it doesn't show him when and that I'm listening to music.

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z (im currently being pathetic and ignoring him) (if he somehow. SOMEHOW. finds my tumblr. im fucked)
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decrepitasylum
5 months ago

3 months without a response feels like dying.

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a bpd thoughts bpd feels bpd problems
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decrepitasylum
3 months ago

“I love you.”

No you don't.

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decrepitasylum
2 months ago
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Spotify tw sui implied vent tw sui ideation bpd bpd thoughts bpd feels bpd problems bpd splitting su1c1dal self destructive thoughts
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decrepitasylum
5 months ago

i hate this, I don't want to start over

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gonna casually have a breakdown as i try to built my account back up the fact i cant even remember everyone or their users properly
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decrepitasylum
3 months ago

current mood is wanting to fucking cry, scream, and rip my skin apart and hair out but actually I'm just sitting doom scrolling or watching youtube letting these feelings sit because you just don't have the will to do any of those things.

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bpd bpd thoughts bpd feels self destructive thoughts a day where I'm finally not numb and its freaking me out because im feeling too fucking much
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decrepitasylum
3 months ago

it's fine, i cant just expect people's attention 24/7. (I expect attention 24/7 while not having the energy to give it back)

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