Repeat After Me: Trauma Does Not Make People Good Or Kind. Trauma Makes People Scared And Angry And Sick

i made this for me but heres some tips i came up with and have accumulated through out the day. i will be following this for the next few months

I wanna find someone who makes me feel like I'm listening to my favorite song when we're together. 🖤

well explain me then, if starving is bad for me why it feels like i became a god

A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

“Trust me when I tell you: The most beautiful eyes have cried the most. The happiest smile was sad all along. & the coldest person felt the most.”

— The Poetic Boy

I cant believe I used to be 130 wishing to be 115.... now I'm 155 BEGGING to be 130 again

"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born, and the day you find out why." - Mark Twain

I’m trying so fucking hard and no one sees that. I’m trying so fucking hard to stay alive but my breathing is getting shallow and my heart is beating slower and if I don’t wake up tomorrow just fucking forget about me.