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ahi2309

2 months ago

Evan who’s been told his whole life ‘Regulus is a good girl, and a Black at that. I’m sure if you behave you’ll be able to have her hand when you’re of age,’ and that kept him going and loyal for so long just because the idea of being able to marry his friend who actually understood him and being able to protect them both by their pact signed with rings over having them be forced to marry other, lesser nobles and being separated forever just gave him hope like nothing else. And it could happen, it really could, if they were both good and played their parts they could be together forever!

But then Sirius had to fuck everything up for both of them. He couldn’t stand to ruin just his own life, he had to drag regulus down with him. Now regulus will be forced to marry someone of higher stature than the Rosier’s no matter what, the most traditional and most accomplished pureblood they can find, to breed with as fast as possible just to create better heirs and have someone fit to take the seat Sirius left behind because a girl like regulus can’t.

Evan who has a very personal and visceral hatred for Sirius Black because the life he had planned for himself and Regulus was completely ruined only by his hands. They could have made it. They were so close to making it. If Sirius could have understood responsibility and kept his fucking duties in check like everyone else Evan could have married the love of his life and pleased their families in one go.

Evan choosing to assert his power and name to his and Regulus’ parents by getting the dark mark is Sirius’ fault. Regulus following behind despite Evan telling him to stay back is Sirius’ fault. Everything. Is Sirius’ fault. Evan will never stop being angry, Evan will never forgive him.