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writing doctor who tensimm fanfiction on a busted laptop just as god intended. connecting with my ancestors rn (2000's tumblr fangirls)
Full offense, but these weren't "boarding schools". They weren't even schools. Honestly, they were closer to re-education centers or prisons. Censoring history only makes it easier to repeat it.
Your sixth most recent emoji is how your guardian angel feels about you
sometimes i think my friends dont like me but then i remeber
wait matpat actually gave the pope a copy of undertale?? I thought you guys were lying wtf š
i sure hope my good friend johnathan harker has a safe trip...
ok but we're all missing the important question here... WHO in the vatican has taught the spanish-speaking pope how to say faggotry in italian. how on earth did it come up. was it a prank. was it political sabotage. is there homosexual tomfoolery afoot in santa marta. I need to know more
losing my mind at this
Made the worst brownies ever created just now
you there. high quality production youtube channel with a team of people. why are your captions autogenerated.
"May thy riot gear chip and shatter"
Seen inside the occupied Portland State University library, where student protesters are preparing for a police raid
The stigma of self-inserts is so harmful to the creative process. Relax. Admit it. Everything you make is derivative of yourself, always, no exceptions. You can turn the mirror into tinier and tinier shards or you can make it as big as you want to reflect as much as you want. At the end of the day it's always going to show you inside of it. Pretending otherwise is stupid.
all of BSI shares one communal brain cell
reblog and in the tags, describe your current favorite character* WITHOUT mentioning any specific character or place names
*if you have lots, please pick one
(A little reminder of why it's important to tie your shoelaces)
Like,,, ill be out with a friend group and itās like damn. We choose to stay with each bother, even if we have our problems. Ill sit with my family and think you have all seen me at my worst and best points, and still stick with me. I message my favourite moot almost everyday and its like. You know me more than anyone, we have a love that is strong despite physical boundaries. You heard my bests and worsts and family stories. Iāll look at my dog and think wow, youāve witnessed so much and protected me, even if I havenāt done the same. And i want to thank everyone, everything for that.Ā The ones who have left me have good memories still, and i hope my childhood friends remember me as the smell of grass and mud and the way the sunlight hits the snow
- being told you look different (in a good way) even though you havenāt change at all
- finishing a long book
- walking in the woods
- the way my cat tries to get milk like itās the only thing keeping him alive
- the way my other cat acts as an uncle to our kittens
- laughing so hard your sides hurt
- taking good photos with bad equipment
- when you accidentally add a line or squiggle to a drawing and it suddenly looks perfect
Start appreciating more little things in your life! Itās the flaming 20ā²s for gods sake, start enjoying more things outside of your computer screen! Hereās a thread of things! (Updates whenever)
(Iād also like to add, these are me romanticizing **my** life. So, theseāll be in first person)
-repeating my favourite French songs while baking to feel like a magnificent pastry chef
- fresh baked muffins
- the class going silent to listen to someoneās joke
- school field trips
- waking up early than others (and promptly falling back asleep)
- when my cats go up in my face during my sleep to purr at me
- and then run away because theyāre shy
- watching my panic studying pay off
- hearing little kids be funnyĀ
- Ā my period one teacher being the sweetest ever (she gives us spelling tests that are for 8th graders.)
- my period one class clownās quotes (āwhatās the Grade 12 spelling test gonna be? Alakazam?ā)
- getting a good score/doing well on something and people wonder who did it
- finding old fandoms i used to be in
- daydreaming about accomplishments
- accomplishing the accomplishments i daydreamed about accomplishingĀ
- finding a Good Song and playing it on repeat for the next 2-3 days
- retail work stories
Start appreciating more little things in your life! Itās the flaming 20ā²s for gods sake, start enjoying more things outside of your computer screen! Hereās a thread of things! (Updates whenever)
- the rocks in the dirt path on my walks home
- the massive jar of rocks on my desk that I collected throughout the years
- the hum of fluorescent lights
- the trees in my yard
- the field in my backyard that my neighbours park their trailers in
- the pond in the woods thatās been unused, since weāve all grown upĀ
- the earthy, chalk-like smell of classrooms
- the 20 unfinished journals I own, with pages filled with drawings of people Iāve seen and places Iāve been, and words forgotten over the years
- the One pair of heels that have never shrunk over the span of 2 years
- the way my friends finish my sentences
- stuttering over things Iām excited aboutĀ
- getting a perfect A on my favourite assignments
- brining a thermos of coffee to school every morning and chugging it before scienceĀ
- the way the science lab overlooks the street and gives a perfect view of the sunlight
- biking and feeling the wind go through my shirt, cooling me off
- sending my friends memes after not talking for 2 days, and almost instantly getting a responseĀ
- designing a perfect house for my loved onesĀ
- the way soft blankets feel on cold skin
Start appreciating more little things in your life! Itās the flaming 20ā²s for gods sake, start enjoying more things outside of your computer screen! Hereās a thread of things! (Updates whenever)
Start appreciating more little things in your life! Itās the flaming 20ā²s for gods sake, start enjoying more things outside of your computer screen! Hereās a thread of things! (Updates whenever)
I think that a problem that a lot of people have nowadays when discovering their identity is āaestheticsā. I donāt mean like,Ā āoh wow, thatās so aesthetically pleasing!ā It is 100% to enjoy something because of how it looks. The problem, though, is when you enjoy an aesthetic (or several) to the point where if a part of your identity doesnāt correspond to one, you have toĀ āfixā it. Itās harder to be yourself when youāre constantly worrying about which behaviour would fit into little boxes, and which wouldnāt.
That being said, thereās nothing wrong with enjoying an aesthetic, or simply liking something based on its appearance. The problem is when you lose motivation to do things you love because they arenātĀ ācutesy cottagecore femmecore coquetteā. For example, I used to be utterly obsessed with theĀ āThat Girlā aesthetic. I woke up everyday at 6:30, worked out for 10 minutes, ate healthy foods whenever I could, took up journaling, started researching whatever I felt like, and cleaned up after myself and others. Thereās nothing wrong with that. The problem began, though, when I found traits that werenāt something thatĀ āThat Girlā would do. Iād listen to loud rock music, Iād sleep in on weekends, sometimes Iād skip workouts, etc. And because these habits didnāt fit into my little boxes that I made, I felt awful. I fell into a pit of self-hate, and started beating myself up over it. I found new interests, and lost even more motivation to fit into that aesthetic. But hereās the thing:
Nothing in life is going to be perfect.
The idea of having to correspond to an aesthetic is ridiculous at this point. Want to be āemoā, but also enjoy dressing in colourful clothes and donāt want to spend $500 on a pair of shoes? Okay!Ā
Want to beĀ āThat Girlā who has a 10 step skincare routine and is super fit, but lack the dedication and funds? Thatās okay, too!
Nothing is everĀ going to fit in a single little box. Sometimes theyāll fit into cabinets. Somethings theyāll mix with other things. Sometimes, you can just enjoy something. There shouldnāt be a pressure to have a perfectly curated image, just because it corresponds to a certain category of being. Youāre not just an aesthetic, youāre you.
Thereās a good video by Shinspeare on YouTube, calledĀ āSocial Mediaās Obsession with Aesthetics and Curated Identitiesā that is really lovely, and talks about the subject as well!
in recent events of that zoo losing the clouded leopard, it reminded me of the time i went to a large petting zoo and there was a free roaming little black sheep. cutest little guy i ever saw, soi went to the zookeeper nearby and saidĀ āi think its really cute how you have a sheep thats allowed to just walk around.Ā ā then the zookeepers eyes widened and he grabbed his walky talky and ranĀ
Hey putting this here as I want to collect my thoughts as well as speak to people before putting out an actual statement. I just wanted to apologize for the way that I handled the discussion about the racism that exists within my community. I thought as a way of discussing it that I would talk about some other things while playing a game in order to hopefully attract the part of the audience that actually needs to hear what is being said, as I thought that if I made an entire stream around it, those people would not click on it as they think that it doesnt apply to them so they wouldnt need to hear it. I see now that that was not the appropriate way of handling it even though before I thought it was and I thank you for bringing that to my attention. I should have put more emphasis on the issue and I should have at least have had it at the beginning with nothing to distract from the message. I also apologize for saying "move on" during the conversation. What I meant was when an argument starts over something that is not important, instead of bringing it to a point where someone takes it too far, to simply move on from it and to not have it get to that point of argument. I would never tell someone who has been affected by racism to just move on from it so know that is absolutely not what I meant and I am sorry again for not wording that correctly.
I take responsibility for how I handled today, it was not the correct way of handling the issue. I am speaking with people in order to get a better grasp of exactly how to address this situation. I am sorry to any bipoc who have felt let down because of this. I will continue to educate myself and I will do better. The issue starts with me and I apologize that I made it worse. I am sorry.
Hey yāall Iāve been looking through the Goncharov (1973) posts, and it seems like most people arenāt aware of the master document, which has all the lore, behind the scenes, and plot breakdown. Itās collaborative, so we can all make sure we get the most accurate depiction of everyoneās favorite movie :)